Been getting to know my new home. Doing lots of walking. I found the dingiest coffee shack ever the other day. Fucking love it. It is going to be my new home. Nicest guy in the world runs it. There is WiFi there too. There are flies buzzing around, and he makes a great iced chai. Tommorow I go and find myself a comic shop to frequent, and try to get myself a cell phone. Today Dave took me to the coast. I saw Sea Lions for the first time. Those fat fucks get loud! They are pretty fun though. I want to wrestle one, see if I could take him. Then we walk along the beach for hours. It was chilly, sweater wearing beach, not Sunny, Bikini Beaches like I am used to. It was beautiful, and perfect. Maybe my favorite place ever.Things with Dave are strange. We had our first fight already. He was lecturing and being generally condescending. I called him on it, we argued, and hopefully worked things out. Living with him will take some getting used to. If I can at all. It is such a change. rich, white, gay, life. Things are so clean and sterile. I am a little lonely, and out of sorts feeling. If anyone has Portland friends and would like to introduce me, please do. I don't know if i want to stay here. I want to run away, but I am getting a little sick of that. Dave wants me to learn first aid and CPR so I can help him in case of an emergency. He really is a great, very giving guy. He works in the burn unit of a hospital, and volunteers with red cross. I hope I am not taking advantage of him.
He took me to this gay coffee shop yesterday, and THE hottest guy was there playing pool. And he totally checked me out. Twice. Pretty fantastic. I looked at a girls underwear when she walked by me yesterday as well. I may like it here. Wish I could feel confident about that stuff again. Once again I feel like Dr. Jekyl, and Mr. Fuck maniac. Need to unleash my beastial side. That's it for now. I am exhausted. Haven't really had too much time to sit down. Which is good, not too much time to wallow and be miserable. I am finishing each day off exhausted, so I have been sleeping pretty well. Goodnight.
He took me to this gay coffee shop yesterday, and THE hottest guy was there playing pool. And he totally checked me out. Twice. Pretty fantastic. I looked at a girls underwear when she walked by me yesterday as well. I may like it here. Wish I could feel confident about that stuff again. Once again I feel like Dr. Jekyl, and Mr. Fuck maniac. Need to unleash my beastial side. That's it for now. I am exhausted. Haven't really had too much time to sit down. Which is good, not too much time to wallow and be miserable. I am finishing each day off exhausted, so I have been sleeping pretty well. Goodnight.
Speaking of which, did I ever send that track that reminded me of the comic?
your truth can't be that bad....I mean it's not like you are GAY or anything... :p