So there is this boy. I know, isn't there always? But anyway, he comes into the coffee shop. He is tall, gorgeous, excellent taste in music, books, films etc. He can give me a run for my money in the filth/kink department. He is in a beautifull band. And today, he told me that he has a crush on me. Said he has since he first saw me. I melted. Almost cried. My Ex girlfriend has done a tremendous job of destroying my self esteem and making me feel like I am completely undesirable to anyone. For years I have felt like an ugly, miserable, fat, mean bastard. And this great, 19 year old boy made me feel like I have something to offer again. Thank you.
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wait, did i just say something to enable you? hm... well, i like it when you're nicer and you don't just up and leave places cuz you feel like it. that's an improvement. i'm not making sense. i'll stop now.
michael is coming over in a bit to watch a documentary on nico with me. good times.