Another day Another near death experience Another Near Fight Another Sexcapade.
These past 2 weeks at work I have logged about 105 hours. Played hell with my body. Didn't think it would. Adding those extra hours actually made my knee hurt a little bit. Got some rocking back pain. A stretch, a jack off, and a hot shower should be good as new. This past...
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These past 2 weeks at work I have logged about 105 hours. Played hell with my body. Didn't think it would. Adding those extra hours actually made my knee hurt a little bit. Got some rocking back pain. A stretch, a jack off, and a hot shower should be good as new. This past...
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Damn. So much. Been a bad writer type. Lets jump right in shall we??
Been working alot. I almost got my finger torn off by an evil gas cap on a runaway car. Luckily I saved the day and my finger by screaming and pounding on the hood of said car. Fuckers.
On Sunday I got this text message.
"I'm downtown. I need help. Call...
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Been working alot. I almost got my finger torn off by an evil gas cap on a runaway car. Luckily I saved the day and my finger by screaming and pounding on the hood of said car. Fuckers.
On Sunday I got this text message.
"I'm downtown. I need help. Call...
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otoki:
Pie said you won't be here till summer. WTF, man?
And I can't fuck you unless I'm not with boy, which I don't know, may or may not happen by then.
SG drama got me down.
And I can't fuck you unless I'm not with boy, which I don't know, may or may not happen by then.
SG drama got me down.
highresolution:
It makes me feel good knowing a lot of shit going on for you is reasonably stable.
fuck you and having echo sleep in your bed.
keep your ass sealed and shove away those whoring thoughts boy.
i'd like to meet you one day.
you should come to australia.
fuck you and having echo sleep in your bed.
keep your ass sealed and shove away those whoring thoughts boy.
i'd like to meet you one day.
you should come to australia.
Rough few days. Hard conversations. Ended all the dating I was doing. Very single now. Looking at the plans. Scrapping them. Making new ones. For years I've been struggling with the following question:
How can you know what is going on in the world, all the horrible things that happen minute by minute, how can a person be aware of that, and still go on...
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How can you know what is going on in the world, all the horrible things that happen minute by minute, how can a person be aware of that, and still go on...
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pinkokitty:
Shit, I hear you on the rough few days.
Plans are only plans until they're executed. Never stop making plans.
The poorest amongst us...I aspire to make a life that is meager in appearance (at least to those far wealthier than I) but through time spend volunteering, exercising, fucking, reading, feeling my oats...have a life far richer than those with material wealth. Paying taxes pays for schools, roads, public assistance, along with all of the evil bits...I choose to continue supporting all the good things that my money buys. The bad things are unavoidable, seeing as how I'm not in political power. The good things, though, are still necessary.
Also, I'm drunk on a variety of liquors right now. Coherence...not my strong suit.
Plans are only plans until they're executed. Never stop making plans.
The poorest amongst us...I aspire to make a life that is meager in appearance (at least to those far wealthier than I) but through time spend volunteering, exercising, fucking, reading, feeling my oats...have a life far richer than those with material wealth. Paying taxes pays for schools, roads, public assistance, along with all of the evil bits...I choose to continue supporting all the good things that my money buys. The bad things are unavoidable, seeing as how I'm not in political power. The good things, though, are still necessary.
Also, I'm drunk on a variety of liquors right now. Coherence...not my strong suit.
parks:
I wasn't entirely lying when I said I did/didn't have plans
I change my mind all the time, once I decide something is a good idea I build a plan around it until something trivial will steer me in a different direction.
I hate being locked into situations, such as apartment leases & graduation plans.
Some of my best experiences have come from spur of the moment snap decisions; leaving home, moving out of my first apartment, going to England, going to Portland, even visiting my grandparents for a weekend. All of these things were the result of seized opportunities, only those involving plane tickets involved more than two days worth of planning. Having the feeling of freedom, that the things I am doing were not part of some drawn out well thought plan, makes me happy.
I'm starting to learn that I can't make plans for myself, because breaking and changing them makes me too sad. I find it best to have general ideas and to make the decisions quickly and only when necessary.
Spontaneity makes me happy.
I change my mind all the time, once I decide something is a good idea I build a plan around it until something trivial will steer me in a different direction.
I hate being locked into situations, such as apartment leases & graduation plans.
Some of my best experiences have come from spur of the moment snap decisions; leaving home, moving out of my first apartment, going to England, going to Portland, even visiting my grandparents for a weekend. All of these things were the result of seized opportunities, only those involving plane tickets involved more than two days worth of planning. Having the feeling of freedom, that the things I am doing were not part of some drawn out well thought plan, makes me happy.
I'm starting to learn that I can't make plans for myself, because breaking and changing them makes me too sad. I find it best to have general ideas and to make the decisions quickly and only when necessary.
Spontaneity makes me happy.
So. Pie was here. Awesome. If you are reading this, you are so weird!! I'm glad you came though. I had a blast. If any of the rest of you have a chance to have the lady visit you, jump on the opportunity. Seriously excellent times.
Now that I am alone again, and I have the time and space to do so. Been thinking alot....
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Now that I am alone again, and I have the time and space to do so. Been thinking alot....
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highresolution:
be a travelling hobo. and you can come over to australia and say hello.
don't fuck men or women, for money.
i'll cut your dick off or something.
probably wont stop you selling your ass.
i've got a feeling you wouldn't handle it.
don't fuck men or women, for money.
i'll cut your dick off or something.
probably wont stop you selling your ass.
i've got a feeling you wouldn't handle it.
parks:
Luke is my favorite bunny
true story
true story
Last night I dumped a glass of water on a girl on purpose. We ended up flirting for 20 minutes afterward. I danced like a maniac for a few hours, came home and had the sleep of the dead for a good 5 hours. Can't sleep more than that for some reason. Weird. Pie will be here one week from today. Looking forward to it....
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parks:
and now I'm about to clean myself in your shower
parks:
How many bodybuilders does it take to screw in a lightbulb?
miss you already 
OK. So. Health coming back. Check. Apartment with cool roomate. Check. Bed to sleep in. Check. What else does a girl need??? Good question. I am going to do my damndest to find out cause I am still feeling empty. I am dating a small handfull of people. I like them all. But not sure if I am being a good guy about it or...
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parks:
I week
2 days
I can't wait much longer!!!!!!!!!!!!
why can't tomorrow be the 20th?
2 days
I can't wait much longer!!!!!!!!!!!!
why can't tomorrow be the 20th?
parks:
nope, I'll eat just about anything
wait until I get there to go grocery shopping, I love grocery shopping and don't want to miss any of the fun!
wait until I get there to go grocery shopping, I love grocery shopping and don't want to miss any of the fun!
FUCK.YES. No longer sick! No longer homeless! Things are looking up indeed!
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toneski:
atta kid, been making any more mini mixes?
judas:
yes, you're an archetype. i realised in the last couple of days that i occasionally need a real prick (with heart) to tell me the score from time to time. you did that a few years ago, and there have been a couple of people to fill the role since. presently, i've got someone saying something that makes me go, "fuck you. um, thank you." about three times every time i see/talk to him.
it's pretty rad.
i'm glad you're not sick anymore. don't be a 'ho, if that's the gist i'm getting from that girl's response. that would be very bad indeed, lucas.
oil and water. maybe. i don't think we're something that so consistently doesn't mix. historically, we get along really well for a brief period of time, and then we don't for an extended period of time. i'm not sure what phase we're now.
i just know that you're an important person to me, and i hope we continue to know one another...
it's pretty rad.
i'm glad you're not sick anymore. don't be a 'ho, if that's the gist i'm getting from that girl's response. that would be very bad indeed, lucas.
oil and water. maybe. i don't think we're something that so consistently doesn't mix. historically, we get along really well for a brief period of time, and then we don't for an extended period of time. i'm not sure what phase we're now.
i just know that you're an important person to me, and i hope we continue to know one another...
A girl from work gave me some penicillan she had left over from one of her bouts with the martian death flu. It seems to be maybe helping a bit. I have been loaded up like crazy on vitamins and liquids. Crazy natural paths here rambling about crystals and power zones or some such bullshit. I ran into my future roommate rob and he commented...
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Oops, I did it again. And my body said "Fuck you" I fell apart hardcore. So fucking sick right now. I met a guy (who I have a date with tomorrow!) and he forced me to come stay at his house and has been nursing me back to health. Lots of tea and sleep. After a manic weekend of helping a friend move all day...
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judas:
oh, sweetie. if you have strep, you need to go to a doctor and get some antibiotics... don't want you getting scarlet fever!
parks:
all I have to say is get better before I get there
Yesterday was an exercise in pushing limits. Mostly physical ones. This whole week has been about pushing bounderies, and redefining a worldview. I went with a guy that I am seeing while he turned a trick. I drove him and ran security. Sat in my car with my piece making sure nothing went wrong. Ready to burst in like the knight in shining armour that...
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parks:
I won't deny it
parks:
I bought tickets
no turning back now
no turning back now
So I am having a somewhat ongoing sexual relationship with an escort. Of course I'm not paying. She actually got us a sleazy motel room last night to fuck in. She bought me breakfast today too. She is a talented girl in the bedroom. No less than what one might expect from a professional. She is filthy and raunchy. Likes to talk about eating ass...
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frankmask:
I have this mental image of a cute little cartoon rabbit kind of half covered in grease, dirty faced, and one droopy ear dripping motor oil as he peeks out from a cars hood, possibly wearing mechanics coveralls.
That said you should take notes on all of this so that you can reference them when you write your books, later.
That said you should take notes on all of this so that you can reference them when you write your books, later.
judas:
i've been thinking about you today. i hope you're well. call or write or something and gimme an update on the job/living/loving situation.
parks:
Dr. Dirty
hehehe, that's hot
hehehe, that's hot
now it's the repercussions I have to worry about
people bring me so much trouble