Fair warning, brain juices being vented. May make little to no sense.
Music does very little for me these days. . Every so often, a little bit. Maybe. Clever turns of phrase. Crunchy nasty beats. But not really. It just seems to have mostly left my sphere of things that I really care about. When I work, I like to have sounds, so noise/ambient stuff...
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Music does very little for me these days. . Every so often, a little bit. Maybe. Clever turns of phrase. Crunchy nasty beats. But not really. It just seems to have mostly left my sphere of things that I really care about. When I work, I like to have sounds, so noise/ambient stuff...
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Holy shit have I been sick. I was weak as the new kitten. Then I lost my voice. Squeaky mouse. Mother fuck hole does it suck. On the plus side of things, I have been watching superman 2 alot. ZOD really does rule planet houston. Money stuff is working itself out. I got my test results back and I am negative for everything. No herps....
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persephone:
it is a small world, or at least Portland is a small city. hope you feel better.
It's true. I did. It happens. Frequently. I am a horrible dishonest shit stain of a man. Things are good. If a little weird and confusing. I am poor to the point of having to sell bits of myself again. Phone, car insurance, power bill, rent.....all over due. I think it's time to straighten this garbage out once and for all. Time to wear big...
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otoki:
THat's because you're a cute boy who gets hit on for free. Duh 
ladybelmont:
Hey sweetie, what are you doing this next weekend?
Off the grid.
Love you all immensely. Self imposed exile starting today. Much to think about and process. Things are not what they seem. Or seemed. Or.....I just ate eggs and red bull and make no sense. Whichever you prefer. As I may have demonstrated in this last year, I have very little trouble upending my life and making drastic changes. I thought I had...
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Love you all immensely. Self imposed exile starting today. Much to think about and process. Things are not what they seem. Or seemed. Or.....I just ate eggs and red bull and make no sense. Whichever you prefer. As I may have demonstrated in this last year, I have very little trouble upending my life and making drastic changes. I thought I had...
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That certainly is alot isn't it. No denying it. This time tomorrow, she will be here. There have been a few comments made on the fact that I seem to be spewing out some kind of radiation type bad energy (if you believe that sort of thing. Hippie). So how do I feel? That is the question now isn't it. I guess I am confused....
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hotcurry:
I found it interesting. It's your life. If people have nothing but negative things to say about it. Fuck them. It's not their life nor their choices to make.
lukebunny:
Off the grid.
Love you all immensely. Self imposed exile starting today. Much to think about and process. Things are not what they seem. Or seemed. Or.....I just ate eggs and red bull and make no sense. Whichever you prefer. As I may have demonstrated in this last year, I have very little trouble upending my life and making drastic changes. I thought I had settled. But I may have been wrong. It may be that time again. It's been about 50 degrees. Lovely walking weather. I am confused. Don't know what to do. Some might say these are the worst times to make life altering choices. But. They are pussies. Careening at 1000 miles an hour. Progress? Regress more likely. Once again, maybe time for just some lateral movement. Just to rattle my cage. And yours. Thank you for blog thoughts. I enjoy writing them, so yes. Fuck all those stupid cock gobbler hatchet faces. We'll be seeing you. Take care....
Love you all immensely. Self imposed exile starting today. Much to think about and process. Things are not what they seem. Or seemed. Or.....I just ate eggs and red bull and make no sense. Whichever you prefer. As I may have demonstrated in this last year, I have very little trouble upending my life and making drastic changes. I thought I had settled. But I may have been wrong. It may be that time again. It's been about 50 degrees. Lovely walking weather. I am confused. Don't know what to do. Some might say these are the worst times to make life altering choices. But. They are pussies. Careening at 1000 miles an hour. Progress? Regress more likely. Once again, maybe time for just some lateral movement. Just to rattle my cage. And yours. Thank you for blog thoughts. I enjoy writing them, so yes. Fuck all those stupid cock gobbler hatchet faces. We'll be seeing you. Take care....
Ok. As I no longer have very much interest in being a DJ, I see no reason to hold onto these CDs. Everything will be digital or vinyl for me. As far as I know, all of these play without skips. Most discs will go for $5. That is more than used shops will give me, and less than they will sell them to you...
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ladybelmont:
You found me. Did you aplly to the PDX group?
hypnogogic:
That is too funny.
I might have to check out some of those CDs
I might have to check out some of those CDs
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Taking stock of 2005. Thoughts on 2006
What was your 2005 like? I'm trying to get a handle on mine. I think I can honestly say, that this was one of the worst years of my life. I can honestly also say, that this was one of the best years of my life. It was if nothing else, a year of extremes. Lets do this...
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What was your 2005 like? I'm trying to get a handle on mine. I think I can honestly say, that this was one of the worst years of my life. I can honestly also say, that this was one of the best years of my life. It was if nothing else, a year of extremes. Lets do this...
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hotcurry:
Good - I landed my first television writing credit.
Good - I sold more art that ever before
Good - My sister and I are finally on speaking terms.
Good - I lucked into finding a great new roommate
Bad - It has been 7 years since my last relationship. I'm horribly lonely and if it wasn't for the god awful work hours I think I would be a very messed up depressed human being.
Bad - I am still about $9,000 in credit card debt from trying to "make it" for the last 6 years.
There has to be more but I'm getting a little misty eyed thinking abuot this stuff. I'd have to say it was all and all one of my better years though.
Good - I sold more art that ever before
Good - My sister and I are finally on speaking terms.
Good - I lucked into finding a great new roommate
Bad - It has been 7 years since my last relationship. I'm horribly lonely and if it wasn't for the god awful work hours I think I would be a very messed up depressed human being.
Bad - I am still about $9,000 in credit card debt from trying to "make it" for the last 6 years.
There has to be more but I'm getting a little misty eyed thinking abuot this stuff. I'd have to say it was all and all one of my better years though.
hotcurry:
Oh, god, Wescott St.... of course.
I'd love to meet you too. Although admittedly it makes me a little sad that you have to sell yourself for $ right now. I don't have that ability to block things out in my own life.
I'd love to meet you too. Although admittedly it makes me a little sad that you have to sell yourself for $ right now. I don't have that ability to block things out in my own life.
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hansel:
You are absolutely right about New Years. Here's to the actual year, eh?
hotcurry:
Well, I'm a little older than you. But mostly I went to a lot of house parties while I was up there. A little hanging out downtown as well. I used to see shows at the Landmark. And go to that bar Chucks (which I believe has shut down, reopened and changed names about a billion times.
I was planning on having a quiet night in. Hang out with Jenna. Talk, maybe watch Baraka. Relax, let the insanity of this year drain away. Didn't *quite* go that way....
Jenna and I were feeling comedy. So we watched the princess bride. Good way to go me thinks. It's just so epic. It ended around 11:30 and I (in my infinite wisdom) decided that...
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Jenna and I were feeling comedy. So we watched the princess bride. Good way to go me thinks. It's just so epic. It ended around 11:30 and I (in my infinite wisdom) decided that...
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otoki:
WHile I'm all for administering a beating out of self defense, I tend to try to break up fights. Boy called me an idiot for doing that (one guys was strangling the other, so I pulled him off) but I just don't like seeing people fight over ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. I'd rather they sobered up the next day and found out someone was bruised up, not hospitalized.
otoki:
I know how you feel with the distant family. I only get to see my Japanese side once every two/three years. Both times I've met cousins that were already well into toddler-hood who hadn't even been a fetus when I was last there.
Pretty good assessment of the power problem in sex. It really does come down to strength alot of the time, which really makes casual sex a much more dangerous thing for most women. Unless you have a gun on you at all times. Which most don't.
Sadness.
Pretty good assessment of the power problem in sex. It really does come down to strength alot of the time, which really makes casual sex a much more dangerous thing for most women. Unless you have a gun on you at all times. Which most don't.
Sadness.
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So I spent last night reading Promethea by Alan More, watching Planet of the Apes (Which I had never seen before and it is fucking briliant!) and after that I made my definative SEX mix. Some cliches on there, but each of them still gets me wet. Enjoy and hope your new years brings you closer to what you all need.
S-E-X
S-E-X
pinkokitty:
Downloading now. With luck, I'll fuck to it later.
pinkokitty:
Yeah, well, from what I hear, that wouldn't be a small part, either.
Thanks for the tickles.
I had fun with ya, hope to hang out soon.
I'll text you and then you can have mine!
We'll go people watching