Could this weather be any more dreary. At least we aren't having problems with flooding. I am not really worried about that though. I am more concerned with the fact that it will probably freeze soon and I will be ice skating to school. When I first move to weatherford they had a heinous ice storm and there was no power for a week. I...
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I started reading the Godfather last night. Reading helps me to sleep and it worked. My mind has been so overwrought it sickening. Things are looking up. Hopefully things will go well. I hope everyone is having a good day, its awefully dreary here.
kybella:
I know! I have just learned to love reading. Man, miss captainlulu... the guys are just pissing me off at the moment. I really will die trying. Sucks. Well, hope school gets a little easier for you. I love OK. It's great. Went to school there for awhile in Bethany. 
lucy:
Aww, hope you feel better.
*HUGS*
You are too cute to be sad.
*HUGS*
You are too cute to be sad.
Going to make an attempt at sleep. Wish me luck.
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memmnochthedevil:
good luck!
kybella:
Hope the sleep thing worked out! Um, yeah I agree with all the comments. I seriously liked the guy I was seeing...but... he was so frickin' lazy and did not care to have any goals or anything. It sucked. He was so smart and so cute and just had a world of things going for him- he just never seemed to want to jump on the opportunities coming at him. It was a bummer to watch this happen to such a wonderful guy. We might just make excellent friends. Keep the fingers crossed. Anything else going on with you? 
OTC=74 while most of you may be thinking that royally sucks it doesn't. C=pharmD. I hope that doesn't offend or scare anyone, but its true. I didn't study very much for this test, like hardly at all. I'm happy and I'm passing. Yeah me! Its at least one thing for me to be positive about.
memmnochthedevil:
Werd!
No money man can win my love, its sweetness that I'm thinkin of
Today sucks, just like all the days last week. I still can't sleep and I have another test today. This time its OTC. Well I'm on my way. Wish me luck again. I will let you know the outcome. Later
Today sucks, just like all the days last week. I still can't sleep and I have another test today. This time its OTC. Well I'm on my way. Wish me luck again. I will let you know the outcome. Later
memmnochthedevil:
good luck..
I rocked my anatomy test...90 I should have done better but since I didn't go to a single class since the last test...its not that bad
I rocked my anatomy test...90 I should have done better but since I didn't go to a single class since the last test...its not that bad
I long for the day when I can sleep peacefully. My mind is so tangled up with worry. I hate myself and my situation. I have no idea what to do. The consequences are immense. I know my life isn't over and I know that those who love me will not stop. I just wish I could deal with people being angry at me. Sometimes...
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kybella:
Dude, what's the deal? Big probs...sounds like. From my own experience you need to make yourself happy first... then slowly begin to let people in. Hard...but very true. I swerve in and out of exactly what you said up there- like everyday. But what I have learned is that if I stay positive.. I will only be surrounded by optimistic people. Keep the head up. Things ALWAYS get better.
Feeling somewhat better today. Have a kinetics test at 2. Wish me luck
memmnochthedevil:
Good luck. I rocked my Anatomy test....Muscles and nerves...ha i got buns and nerves of steel! yayooo...
I need a hug
shiitakexxx:
big hug comin' atcha.
shiitakexxx:
self harm is only a good idea when you're feeling kinky.
do something nice. it will makes make you feel good.
do something nice. it will makes make you feel good.
My life is so over.
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inabsentia:
Bahnwrter Thiel by Gerhart Hauptmann. It's pretty screwed up. So what happened??
ware77:
sorry it took me so long to respond, no i didn't try to fight it. i figured i would just deal with what the court recommended.
Apparently red hair brings me trouble so I will soon be dying it some other shade. Got arrested on Thurs. Yeah! I've never been in trouble in my whole fucking life. Im fine as long as my parents don't find out. Sure, I may be 25, but Im an only child so I will technically never be an adult. My mom hates my hair, but...
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memmnochthedevil:
isn't that how all parents are? So what happend? Did you get drunk a urinate in the deli? lol Red hair is rad though. I like it already!
ware77:
jail sucks! i got arrested on my birthday this year, it was a giant mess. i'm also in the same boat with my parents, they'd flip out if they found out i got arrested. the worst part of my experience so far has been dealing with lawyers, just a heads up. hope everything works out!
I'm asking a cute girl on a date.
If you were closer to me I would ask you.