I long for the day when I can sleep peacefully. My mind is so tangled up with worry. I hate myself and my situation. I have no idea what to do. The consequences are immense. I know my life isn't over and I know that those who love me will not stop. I just wish I could deal with people being angry at me. Sometimes I feel like I have no skin and the things people say hurt so much more than ever imagined. I will get through this and I will be better for it. I need to appreciate this moment. I am so thankful for a certain person in my life. Until now I didn't know if he was the person I should be with.
I wish I could go back to the days when my problems were petty and stupid. However, I can't and I see things differently. Its a blessing, but an expensive one. You should take time in your life to take a hard look about what is important and what isn't. Learn from me, b/c I was very stupid. Goodnight
I wish I could go back to the days when my problems were petty and stupid. However, I can't and I see things differently. Its a blessing, but an expensive one. You should take time in your life to take a hard look about what is important and what isn't. Learn from me, b/c I was very stupid. Goodnight
kybella:
Dude, what's the deal? Big probs...sounds like. From my own experience you need to make yourself happy first... then slowly begin to let people in. Hard...but very true. I swerve in and out of exactly what you said up there- like everyday. But what I have learned is that if I stay positive.. I will only be surrounded by optimistic people. Keep the head up. Things ALWAYS get better. 