I'm going shopping. I need to go to Hot Topic and a few other places to find some Slutty Clothes.
I have decided that I must continue to do things on my own. Even though it's nice to have someone to lean on sometimes..... BUT if you lean too long MOST people will let you fall and then walk right over top of you and not pick you up. Yes, I'm still a female we like to dream about pink houses w/white picked fences and the knight in shining armor that comes to rescue me but there comes a time when you have to wake up and realize this is only a dream. Maybe I'm a bit too hard on myself because I have always had to be independent and be a fighter no one has ever had to take care of ME not even my parents. Before I was 18 I did more stuff than most people do/or not do, in a life time. So ya I grow up in the "School of Hard Knocks" literally. That doesn't make me the perfect person by far but I truly have no regrets, I've learned a lot and I like the person I am because of my many unfortunate mistakes.
Sooo, I probably don't seem so outgoing to most, and that's cool but I'm just not the party animal I once was and I don't want to go though all that silly shit again. I may go out a few times but hey...I'm old and I need my beauty sleep and I'm at the point in life when it's less talk and more action, stop bitching and whining cause I may die before you ever stop talking or I might slap you in the face and say shut up and take your cloths off.
Anywho off to the mall, Have a great weekend.
OOO and I know my spelling sucks cause I was one of those people that skipped class to get stoned.
I have decided that I must continue to do things on my own. Even though it's nice to have someone to lean on sometimes..... BUT if you lean too long MOST people will let you fall and then walk right over top of you and not pick you up. Yes, I'm still a female we like to dream about pink houses w/white picked fences and the knight in shining armor that comes to rescue me but there comes a time when you have to wake up and realize this is only a dream. Maybe I'm a bit too hard on myself because I have always had to be independent and be a fighter no one has ever had to take care of ME not even my parents. Before I was 18 I did more stuff than most people do/or not do, in a life time. So ya I grow up in the "School of Hard Knocks" literally. That doesn't make me the perfect person by far but I truly have no regrets, I've learned a lot and I like the person I am because of my many unfortunate mistakes.
Sooo, I probably don't seem so outgoing to most, and that's cool but I'm just not the party animal I once was and I don't want to go though all that silly shit again. I may go out a few times but hey...I'm old and I need my beauty sleep and I'm at the point in life when it's less talk and more action, stop bitching and whining cause I may die before you ever stop talking or I might slap you in the face and say shut up and take your cloths off.
Anywho off to the mall, Have a great weekend.
OOO and I know my spelling sucks cause I was one of those people that skipped class to get stoned.
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Can't wait to see you tomorrow.
You are a lot like me.
I'd like to believe that if I try to be happy, I will be somehow.