I am open to a whole new type of experience. I am learning things the hard way...The journey into courage. Dissipating fear continues to clear my head of the anxiety of social structure, and its friction upon me.
I know that whatever is meant to be will be. Yes, the world is going through major transitions at the moment, but even through that, it is important to stop, and smell the roses. Smile to your heart, beating for the sake of your completion of impact on to the world.
Only human, in a world growing drone...
Mechanical wings will soon fill the sky, when All I asked for for wings to be grown organically... The result of natural growth, and insight.
This is a test of character, these chores just seem so basic. Am I getting an answer for one of my life long questions of there even being truth. I'm convinced now, however, that there is a bit of truth in this world. It doesn't always take on the forms of adoptive anticipative social cues. And for me, as of now, it feels as if I've walked out of a rewired time machine... Like I'm in an alternate time, where I'm learning everything all over again. I'm able to almost relive a moment, and make wiser decisions...Just how wise.... I'm still working on that.
The more things become unstable for me, the more I've tried to just flow with it on my own. Not involving others, and being distant and cold. Now, I'm learning something very profound about the power of family, and your legitimate friends. On a side note, friend is being used way to casually in this day and age.
Anyways, enough rambling. The point is, I know I'm in a transitional state now, and the more I see this the more pumped I get at giving myself the responsibility of making sure I'm taken care of. Its going to be hard to do this, but I think it is a very wise chose to stay in Toronto for a little while and try to get back on my feet before attempting to move to a place in the middle of no where trying to establish a NET worth. I still have a few years left in me to get to that, but for now, I need to focus on my immediate problems. Like 1, I'm couch surfing with family right now. Sucks, but its good to get back in their lives. I'm back in the place I didn't want to come back to. Good news about that is, this place is still my home, and I have a lot of respect and nostalgia...too much for me to not like Toronto. It is a beautiful place, even if it is being over run by condos and skyscrapers.
All in all, I'm thankful for everything that I have, everything that I've learned, and will continue to learn. I know that when my time comes, I will help the world become a better place. Until then, I just shouldn't stress and take life too seriously, so I wont.
I know that whatever is meant to be will be. Yes, the world is going through major transitions at the moment, but even through that, it is important to stop, and smell the roses. Smile to your heart, beating for the sake of your completion of impact on to the world.
Only human, in a world growing drone...
Mechanical wings will soon fill the sky, when All I asked for for wings to be grown organically... The result of natural growth, and insight.
This is a test of character, these chores just seem so basic. Am I getting an answer for one of my life long questions of there even being truth. I'm convinced now, however, that there is a bit of truth in this world. It doesn't always take on the forms of adoptive anticipative social cues. And for me, as of now, it feels as if I've walked out of a rewired time machine... Like I'm in an alternate time, where I'm learning everything all over again. I'm able to almost relive a moment, and make wiser decisions...Just how wise.... I'm still working on that.
The more things become unstable for me, the more I've tried to just flow with it on my own. Not involving others, and being distant and cold. Now, I'm learning something very profound about the power of family, and your legitimate friends. On a side note, friend is being used way to casually in this day and age.
Anyways, enough rambling. The point is, I know I'm in a transitional state now, and the more I see this the more pumped I get at giving myself the responsibility of making sure I'm taken care of. Its going to be hard to do this, but I think it is a very wise chose to stay in Toronto for a little while and try to get back on my feet before attempting to move to a place in the middle of no where trying to establish a NET worth. I still have a few years left in me to get to that, but for now, I need to focus on my immediate problems. Like 1, I'm couch surfing with family right now. Sucks, but its good to get back in their lives. I'm back in the place I didn't want to come back to. Good news about that is, this place is still my home, and I have a lot of respect and nostalgia...too much for me to not like Toronto. It is a beautiful place, even if it is being over run by condos and skyscrapers.
All in all, I'm thankful for everything that I have, everything that I've learned, and will continue to learn. I know that when my time comes, I will help the world become a better place. Until then, I just shouldn't stress and take life too seriously, so I wont.
Ta-Da!
March 25th:
I LOVE deep house music!
especially with headphones! 
Til next time
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hornyarm:
nice
mkayal:
impossible, perfection is impervious