luffy

I feel a transparency in my being at the moment. Disconnection has me hand in hand. I'd rather stare at reflections of a fighting soul, than deal with what you have to say. I'll leave you be... separate from The New World. The new against the tried and true; a fight will wage out, as soon as I can know the perfect opportunity. Let out a ROAR, a lucid chant, a declaration.
You can't keep me in between your version of perfect, and insane. Don't have your wishes bind me the profession of being your stepping stone. I am not your fool! I am, however, but a shard of your broken jewel, until I can find myself, and merge with the potential of genius.
There's magic to be held. All around us; can't you see it? A love so smoldering, it seeks to captivate the eyes of those willing to follow their own dreams, their own voice.
Who Am I?
My mind can recall details.
Facts, opinions and feeling.
I can scream, cry, and laugh at myself. Tear away at this cocoon in desperation. Will I prematurely wake from this deluded playground? I'm rushing my progress. I can't compare myself with you.. I refuse! For this will be my downfall. I am igniting my passionate heart, but must let it spark! I must wait until my courage fuels my drive for truth. I want to stand on my own two feel, and stop you from getting to me.
My gaze will not falter, for my love of discovery has been decided. I will learn.
I must grow... wain through this eclipse one step at a time. Safe journey to the other side, the uncharted side of the moon. I will reach a state of self actualization.
The only indicator that I have a real purpose... that I'm not just an empty shell. I am not a puppet, nor an ass. you're words don't speak to me. I follow the trail of the wind.
The moon, and my love.
Love, life and passion will meet.
... I will find the resources of the self, help myself complete

I'm in a quiet period of time... the quiet before the storm. A lot is bound to happen in the next little while.
I've waited FOREVER for sets that I shot earlier this year. I'm convinced I won't get them back, so, I'm just going to develop the skills I need to shoot my own set. Maybe get my boyfriend to do one for me. We'll see. I just really want another set out NOW! I have a lot I want to share with you, about who I really am. I don't want any simple sets. I want to move, and inspire thought through my work. So I will keep on working on my camera skills til I feel confident enough that I can shoot myself, and possibly other girls in the future

Aside from work depressing me(only while at work), everything is wonderful, and I try not to take any of it for granted.
My amazing boyfriend. His healthy food, and positive influence on my life.
My disappearing blemishes... My skin is getting clearer, and more vibrant
Mary Jane!...
My confidence in myself; I'm leaning and discovering so much to life, that I have never considered before.
My friends and family. I'm making more and more valuable connections with those I truly care about. Those who have my heart, and this is such a wonderful feeling!
... I'm in love
I'll leave you with a few shots I just took, trying to explore the camera.
AND Tumblr! I changed my url again to better decribe myself
Fight On Luffy
I hope all is well with everyone! Talk to you later,
Luffy
xo





















"He who is unable to live in society, or who has no need because he is sufficient for himself, must be either a beast or a god."
Aristotle on the subject of solitude.