This update is a special update, for it marks a sort of initiation into the circle of Ontario SGs
The night was February 12th, and we were hosting a party in Toronto. I got to see a few familiar faces, and a few new ones, and I had a great time on stage with the other hotties for Anti Valentines day
Sphinx,
Archie,
Helena,
Alle,
Me,
Rayde,
Renna,
Megan,
Luscious,
Dixon,
Agy,
Vellin,
Friskey,
and
Mneylu!
One of the new faces I got to meet that night was Alle
<3 AandP
Vellin's such a Babe!
Please note: this blogs pictures are bias, but if you'd like a variety of coverage from this awesome night, all the other SG's I listed off should have a blog with more pictures and such
There's also a video for this night that is coming out soon! I wonder what it captured of me!
Let's just say that I left my little introvert at home that night...
What a fun way to enter pink town! Thank you, Toronto for being so Awesome 
In other news, I had to make a tough decision this past weekend.
I simply just can't afford school right now, without going homeless, so I had to drop out for now. Luckily I still have a place to go back to, where I can continue with my more practical degree if I feel like finishing with my degree. But I've been talking to a few people, who agree with me that school isn't what its made out to be. That however is a whole other blog entry, if I get to it 
Now it's time to freaken live my life my way!!!
I am continuing to get to know a special someone, and I'm beginning to think That I've got another best friend. He's the sweetest guy I've known to date, and I am really lucky to have him in my life!
He and some of his friends just went to Saskatchewan to pick up another friend, and will be gone for about a week... in minus 30 degree temperatures!! He'll be driving there on his birthday... fun
I know everything will be fine, but I'm a little scared of those temperatures and am scared for him for having to go through that now. Why they couldn't just wait til the spring, I don;t know, but there's no turning back now.
When he comes back hes moving to Toronto for modeling, but I'm super thrilled for him being closer!
To the point of why I brought him up; I feel extremely comfortable with him and we can literally talk about anything to each other. He really helped cheer me up when having to make my decision about school. He gave me a lot of logical pointers of what I can do in the current place of school, and so I'm going to work my ass off, save some money, make more SG sets, travel and do some soul searching. If and only when I feel I have enough financial security to deal with school will I go back. That's been the real route of my problem all along. Not that I'm not ready to pursue psychology, I'm just stressing over money, or a lack of.
Now that there's no turning back, I'm going to make this year as epic as I can.There's absolutely no room for negativity, as there's nothing to be ashamed, mad or sad about. I've already had a series of profoundly positive events take me by surprise this year, and I'm super excited to see whats in store next!
xoxo love you xoxo
