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Thursday Oct 21, 2010

Oct 21, 2010
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I think I've Finally made my decision!... and ...
This has to end. - I cleaned out just about everything from my SG closet... see? ^__^
I have once again tried to box myself in a place where I don't belong.
I knew this from back in March, and yet I decided to see if that feeling would change. It did, for a little while, but I am now back with that same feeling, and I need to get rid of it. I just want to be free.
I'm the girl who is proud of being the outcast. I proved it again today.
While on the subway, I could get rid of all outside distraction.
I felt like I could fly, and caught myself smiling, even though I was planted in the seat of a moving underground vehicle.
this song describes how I feel at present-

Life is about to present me with the keys to a very pleasant future, but I need to toughen up, and know that I'm soon going to have to fight for what I really want, since I've decided to aim so high. So that means that I'm probably going to pronounce myself dead here, or at least in a deep sleep.
It's going to be hard to leave, or quiet myself from here, but... I really need to. I'm growing at a faster pace than I anticipated, and I guess this was a stepping stone that were able to carry me to my next chapter. I won't get rid of my account just yet, but...yaa :/
I have the power to do what I need to. And what I want is to gain as much wisdom as I possibly can, so that it might make someone else smile when I am able to share it with them.
I have realized that I've become powerful, someone that a lot of other are scared of, and I'm perfectly okay with that. I've also realized that I seem to get bored way too easily... and I honestly cannot have that feeling sitting around here. I need more room to explore, So I think I'm going to take that leap off the cliff, and see where I land next.
-Its been a blast here, but something else is calling my name now, and I can't ignore this calling.
*MUAH*
VIEW 11 of 11 COMMENTS
majorboredom:


fight the good fight.
Oct 21, 2010
turbulence:
all the best!!! hope you do it for yourself! xox
Oct 26, 2010

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