I haven't forgotten about the will of mystery I proposed back in March
I think one of the first parts of it is trust in the unknown
My will of Mystery
Phase 1
Trust-
A break off from fear;
Fear that will cause you to be destructive
Fear that will limit yourself from your own true potential
Fear that will play tricks on you to lie to others; lie to yourself
Fear that will tell others that you are not well;
Not living up to your own true persona,
but am simply moving with the invisible tides
governed by the moon, where shadows lurk and are free to manipulate
These shadows can leave dark motives harboring inside your heart,
Where any form of a connection is good enough for them,
Even if the connection is a mere second before going in for the kill.
These shadows do not understand the meaning of being genuine,
nor do they care, for it is they who cast spells of phacades,
for each of us to wear, nurture, take on as who we later become.
Tell us that masks are what will help us succeed in society, help us win in society.
Feeding on the weak resolves of vulnerable hearts like vampires,
They ride the moon's waves, thirsty and fending for setback
to pave the way to their next host; using our goals and dreams against us.
They are an evil creature born of fear, dark, and mal-intent.
The moon is a place of sadness, a begotten paradise.
Yet it is the most beautiful place I have ever had the privilege
to see in my dreams.
I am a child of the moon, born at 12:01 am, where my solitude strengthens my core resolve.
Under the moonlight, is when I feel most genuinely nurtured and cared for.
All my neurons take worship of its beauty, and I bow in awe at its magnificence.
It has bestowed me with the most genuine of all feelings; the moon whispers to me every night.
"Trust will signify the beginning of a tragic end for you."
"Trust is what will help you to truly be born again, for real."
"What do You believe in?" I am asked day in and day out,
As people just think I live day in and day out just for the sake of living.
I have decided not to settle for any one religion, philosophy, or belief system
For I believe that is a way of scapegoating your heart to someone or something else;
not truly taking responsibility for your own heart, your own actions, and dreams.
They become altered to fit that of pleasing, or living for someone or something else.
So in that sense, I don't necessarily believe in anything, so to speak...
I cannot tie myself down to another person's way of thinking, their ideas, their morals.
I must find myself, create myself, and discover this on my own.
Where I was lost, barred behind the veil of the shadows of the moon,
These creatures that had easy access to my tampered, childish heart
Will hear my cries of aches and pain for the very last time!
I have given myself a task to see through the Will of Mystery that has been calling my name.
Crying out for me to feel and empathize with its intangible tears; that someone would one day understand it.
Now I know why I stop myself in my tracks to appreciate the moon,
give it a moment of silence every night I see it, in order to acknowledge the impact it has on me.
Now I know why I feel the most comfortable in the arms of the moonlight,
Why i seek it out almost exclusively, and why I am so drawn and influenced by its cycles.
It wants to be a harmonious place, and it needs to rid the shadows of their reign, for it is suffering.
What the moon offers me in my fight against the shadows is the transcendence of fear
I have given it my word that I will fight to restore it to its former glory, and in turn
I wish to give myself the key to unlocking my potential, to finally feed my insatiable need for both freedom and wisdom.
Trust in myself- trusting that I will do the right things to ensure my heart becomes stronger;
not getting that confused with building stronger force fields to hide behind- I'm done hiding!
Trust that when I let go of the ground in front of me, instead of merely falling I will fly through adversity
So that I can finally become a great leader, a great thinker, a great inspiration, and know great love.
... that is all I really want in life, the rest of it, I will throw away gladly.
I want to make the world a better place, tackling the human brain- only the most complex of all human entities
... have I forgotten this through the fear instilled by the shadows?
I will not forgive them for clouding my vision , for letting me waste time on such trivialities, I must now stand and fight
Trust is the first step in my Will of Mystery.
Letting go of fear,
Letting go of attachment,
Letting go of the past,
Letting go of the ground in front of me
Not being scared of those around me; not always putting up a front
Being able to ask for help, knowing that I will one day give that back
Not closing my mind off to what everyone else has already established
I want to establish new grounds, new ideas, new perspectives
I refuse to let these shadows eat at my heart any longer
Until I figure out what phase two of my will is, I'm happy to know that
I am Actively going to work on trusting my intuition, and environment
Speak with it, communicate to hear what is really going on
Trust
It speaks volume
Positivity attracts positivity
Lets move on into progression with wing full flight
<3
I think one of the first parts of it is trust in the unknown
My will of Mystery
Phase 1
Trust-
A break off from fear;
Fear that will cause you to be destructive
Fear that will limit yourself from your own true potential
Fear that will play tricks on you to lie to others; lie to yourself
Fear that will tell others that you are not well;
Not living up to your own true persona,
but am simply moving with the invisible tides
governed by the moon, where shadows lurk and are free to manipulate
These shadows can leave dark motives harboring inside your heart,
Where any form of a connection is good enough for them,
Even if the connection is a mere second before going in for the kill.
These shadows do not understand the meaning of being genuine,
nor do they care, for it is they who cast spells of phacades,
for each of us to wear, nurture, take on as who we later become.
Tell us that masks are what will help us succeed in society, help us win in society.
Feeding on the weak resolves of vulnerable hearts like vampires,
They ride the moon's waves, thirsty and fending for setback
to pave the way to their next host; using our goals and dreams against us.
They are an evil creature born of fear, dark, and mal-intent.
The moon is a place of sadness, a begotten paradise.
Yet it is the most beautiful place I have ever had the privilege
to see in my dreams.
I am a child of the moon, born at 12:01 am, where my solitude strengthens my core resolve.
Under the moonlight, is when I feel most genuinely nurtured and cared for.
All my neurons take worship of its beauty, and I bow in awe at its magnificence.
It has bestowed me with the most genuine of all feelings; the moon whispers to me every night.
"Trust will signify the beginning of a tragic end for you."
"Trust is what will help you to truly be born again, for real."
"What do You believe in?" I am asked day in and day out,
As people just think I live day in and day out just for the sake of living.
I have decided not to settle for any one religion, philosophy, or belief system
For I believe that is a way of scapegoating your heart to someone or something else;
not truly taking responsibility for your own heart, your own actions, and dreams.
They become altered to fit that of pleasing, or living for someone or something else.
So in that sense, I don't necessarily believe in anything, so to speak...
I cannot tie myself down to another person's way of thinking, their ideas, their morals.
I must find myself, create myself, and discover this on my own.
Where I was lost, barred behind the veil of the shadows of the moon,
These creatures that had easy access to my tampered, childish heart
Will hear my cries of aches and pain for the very last time!
I have given myself a task to see through the Will of Mystery that has been calling my name.
Crying out for me to feel and empathize with its intangible tears; that someone would one day understand it.
Now I know why I stop myself in my tracks to appreciate the moon,
give it a moment of silence every night I see it, in order to acknowledge the impact it has on me.
Now I know why I feel the most comfortable in the arms of the moonlight,
Why i seek it out almost exclusively, and why I am so drawn and influenced by its cycles.
It wants to be a harmonious place, and it needs to rid the shadows of their reign, for it is suffering.
What the moon offers me in my fight against the shadows is the transcendence of fear
I have given it my word that I will fight to restore it to its former glory, and in turn
I wish to give myself the key to unlocking my potential, to finally feed my insatiable need for both freedom and wisdom.
Trust in myself- trusting that I will do the right things to ensure my heart becomes stronger;
not getting that confused with building stronger force fields to hide behind- I'm done hiding!
Trust that when I let go of the ground in front of me, instead of merely falling I will fly through adversity
So that I can finally become a great leader, a great thinker, a great inspiration, and know great love.
... that is all I really want in life, the rest of it, I will throw away gladly.
I want to make the world a better place, tackling the human brain- only the most complex of all human entities
... have I forgotten this through the fear instilled by the shadows?
I will not forgive them for clouding my vision , for letting me waste time on such trivialities, I must now stand and fight
Trust is the first step in my Will of Mystery.
Letting go of fear,
Letting go of attachment,
Letting go of the past,
Letting go of the ground in front of me
Not being scared of those around me; not always putting up a front
Being able to ask for help, knowing that I will one day give that back
Not closing my mind off to what everyone else has already established
I want to establish new grounds, new ideas, new perspectives
I refuse to let these shadows eat at my heart any longer
Until I figure out what phase two of my will is, I'm happy to know that
I am Actively going to work on trusting my intuition, and environment
Speak with it, communicate to hear what is really going on
Trust
It speaks volume
Positivity attracts positivity
Lets move on into progression with wing full flight
<3
the_captain:
You are wonderful!
brightredscream:
That's amazing.