luffy

I can't go to sleep until I feel better...

I'm so fucking disappointed right now, but I have to be strong and supportive of my sister now...
I'm going through a crucial part of my life now, where I'm trying to create myself for real.
I know what I want now... well for the most part
To be a neuro psychologist
To create my own house... yes I said create
To have a love that inspires me to be my best, and that I can inspire in turn
...
I know everything will come together eventually, but I just hope that my sister's update doesn't do anything to hurt this... I just have to be strong
hmmmm
Well I, for some reason always turn to this particular episode of this particular show, Digimon. I know that it seems very childish on the surface, but This season, especially has sucked me in and really played with my emotions. When it first came out i was 12, and I was going through a time where i just wanted to be alone, forever if I felt the need to. I was so aloof to what was going on and just didn't care about anything. After getting into the middle of this show, both with seasons one and two, it somehow reminded me that I shouldn't give up, just because something bad happened... It talks of inner strength, motivation, the power of friendship, and so much more. I, then quickly rose from my state of self pity and of feeling an isolation that had also pierced right through my heart.



I love anime for the very reason that it can play with, mimic, and evoke such powerful emotions, good or bad, but
This show is very close to my heart for many personal reasons.

... Don't laugh ... kay
Thanks
I'll try going to sleep now