luddite

Bah, I"ve been down lately, I still can't find a job anywhere, and our town was pretty shitty before the recession, if you can believe that. The only good thing that will happen soon is something I"m worried will turn out bad, which is my tax refund check thingy. I'm scared about how long it will last, or how to stretch it. I mean how fucked up is that? I can't even enjoy it, and this is when we're all getting the extra 600 bucks.

On another note, I've had been up for around 3 days now, I somehow cannot get tired still, I've taken 10 sleeping pills, nothing, I'm sitting here like most every night just finding anything to keep my attention considering I can't go anywhere. Its boring! I'm even getting tired of playing my roms and video games, and I"m a pretty big gamer.

Well theres not too much else to put... nothing really to update, its always SSDD. (for those of you who have seen dreamcatcher)

But I did find a nice site that hosts bootlegged movies to watch, so I can go watch something there, even though theres nothing really good that came out.. I wanted to see Doomsday, but it got blasted on IMDB, so.... but I can't wait for The Ruins, that should be good.

Well, I've got movie sign, see ya