Saturday Aug 12, 2006

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Well, its 5 in the morning, and I can't sleep because my doctor confirmedwhat I thought fora bit. I have Severe Clinical Depression, andI don't know if I should dope myself up with pills that will just fuck with my brain. *sigh* I don't know, frown frown Maybe it will make me talk more... socialize with everyone I've wanted too, find a woman..

Maybe not being me... is for the best now frown

I hate the fact I have to defeat myself with pills.... in order to be better

Chalk up another defeat for Howard
tigerlily:
hey, a lot of folks deal with the same thing, so you aren't alone. i've dealt with it for a long long time. but the deal with pills is, you gotta deal with what it is that's making you depressed, and meds just put it off for a while. a good therapist is worth their weight in gold. good luck, i know it's tough.

and i thought maybe it was a sturgeon! but aren't those bottom feeders? this looked like the bass from hell! biggrin

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