Soo, its been ages and I haven't added anything.
I blame this primarily on not having internet for a month. BT are the worst company in the world. Don't use them if you can afford it.
Anyhoo, I have been going through a bit of a rough patch recently.
I started hearing things about 6 months ago, mainly stuff like friends voices, exaggerated versions of existing noises etc, Always very attacking.
I'm seeing people about it now, but apparently it is down to a major anxiety issue I have. Bah. Problem is, its my final year of uni, i have lots of work, no money, nutters for friends (although i love them deartly), and I just cant handle it. I'm really tempted just to bugger off somewhere for a while, but that coasts, and I will miss classes I HAVE to be at. Argh. I hate it. Really tempted to take a year out from uni, but I cant. I just want to finish it.
Anyway, it has plateaued into a delightfully annoying level of no change. I am just crazy. It isn't as fun as one might think.
I really want a boyfriend/girlfriend/whatever. I'm starting to pine for my ex (of many years ago), and we all know that aint good.
I blame this primarily on not having internet for a month. BT are the worst company in the world. Don't use them if you can afford it.
Anyhoo, I have been going through a bit of a rough patch recently.
I started hearing things about 6 months ago, mainly stuff like friends voices, exaggerated versions of existing noises etc, Always very attacking.
I'm seeing people about it now, but apparently it is down to a major anxiety issue I have. Bah. Problem is, its my final year of uni, i have lots of work, no money, nutters for friends (although i love them deartly), and I just cant handle it. I'm really tempted just to bugger off somewhere for a while, but that coasts, and I will miss classes I HAVE to be at. Argh. I hate it. Really tempted to take a year out from uni, but I cant. I just want to finish it.
Anyway, it has plateaued into a delightfully annoying level of no change. I am just crazy. It isn't as fun as one might think.
I really want a boyfriend/girlfriend/whatever. I'm starting to pine for my ex (of many years ago), and we all know that aint good.
dragonchild92:
Hello. 
ricos:
hello, just came across your blog in my wanderings here. Bummer about the anxiety stuff , good that your seeing someone for it. I can relate to wanting to check out for a bit, I recently lost my job and am contemplating this thing where you can go work on various farms here in the US for room and board. Sounds kinda cool to simplify things for a bit. I've been single for awhile too and it's getting old. Anyways good luck with everything