Sunday Jan 11, 2004

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since I'm still being 'tested' to see if I am mentally ill...bipolar ..cause I've never been one to have severe flucuationg moods...but I did hallucinate..have delusions etc..etc.. that was one time(and a year ago)..and it was extremely justified .....but really what it boils down to was conflict and my avoidance of it...the situation ...was about 4 years of repression....so it goes to say that I think drugs are bullshit ...I've been off my meds for 2 months...even though that's not allowed ...or I'll freak out...why am I getting better not worse.....hmmm
popping a pill doens't stop your troubles...you have to solve them yourself ...so ironically I found this today... this is a great explantion...even if it is 'esosteric' which is not encouraged by my psychologist...nor is pot...but fuck em..
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mamabunny:
yah- im not 21 yet. funny you mention elysium...they have a lot of cool weird bands and such there, a place i was looking forward to hanging out. thats in a couple months fucking finally. do you have any suggestions as far as meeting chicks there...cause that is a totally new thing for me. Im kinda scared of the whole bar scene.

thanks smile
mamabunny:
Hey- youre not in Mexico wink


Interesting.....

There was this really cute waitress at Kerby Lane, definetly some flirting going on. i wanted to talk to her but i got all lame and just wrote youre cute on the receipt haha.

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