I am so tired.
I'd very much like to leave something deep and philosophical on here but I'm too tired. Sorry. Not that I ever really write anything of value. Between work, working out, and class I am just ready for bed. It's Saturday. What's wrong with me? Although, in my defense, I did go out last night. With the girl I had mentioned in my previous comment. It was her birthday party. There was a good 1hr 1/2 where I just sat there and stared at the wall or my purse. Why can't I just talk to people?
Today I spent hanging out with Bunny. Lil' Fable, hopping about as I do my homework. He is good company.
I'm going to go on a cruise this summer. I'm very excited. Never been on one before.
Other than that, I think I pissed my mom off. She's helping to pay for my sister's wedding which I think is a load of horseshit. My sister should pay for the wedding herself. My Mom works her ass off and she doesn't make crap for a paycheck because she doesn't have a degree. She is a teacher's assistant and has been for over 20 years. The school system does this cute little game where they fire her and re-hire her during the summer so they don't have to pay her more. Atleast they hired her back, a lot of teachers in NJ have been getting the axe. When t comes to teaching basically she is the one doing all the work and training the teachers they stick her with. She works with special needs children. My Dad doesn't work, he's disabled. I wish she could retire. I'm pretty aggravated with my sister right now. I told my Mom I think it is wrong. Not my place? someone had to say it.
By the way, I'm not in the wedding party either. Kind of hurt my feelings. I always thought she would make me a bride's maid or something. We only have each other. Don't really see her much since I joined the service so I guess I shouldn't feel hurt about it. Sorry, no one wants to hear family drama.
When I get tired, I get grumpy
I'm going to go watch Dexter. I just got Seasons 3&4. Lots of love.
I'd very much like to leave something deep and philosophical on here but I'm too tired. Sorry. Not that I ever really write anything of value. Between work, working out, and class I am just ready for bed. It's Saturday. What's wrong with me? Although, in my defense, I did go out last night. With the girl I had mentioned in my previous comment. It was her birthday party. There was a good 1hr 1/2 where I just sat there and stared at the wall or my purse. Why can't I just talk to people?
Today I spent hanging out with Bunny. Lil' Fable, hopping about as I do my homework. He is good company.
I'm going to go on a cruise this summer. I'm very excited. Never been on one before.
Other than that, I think I pissed my mom off. She's helping to pay for my sister's wedding which I think is a load of horseshit. My sister should pay for the wedding herself. My Mom works her ass off and she doesn't make crap for a paycheck because she doesn't have a degree. She is a teacher's assistant and has been for over 20 years. The school system does this cute little game where they fire her and re-hire her during the summer so they don't have to pay her more. Atleast they hired her back, a lot of teachers in NJ have been getting the axe. When t comes to teaching basically she is the one doing all the work and training the teachers they stick her with. She works with special needs children. My Dad doesn't work, he's disabled. I wish she could retire. I'm pretty aggravated with my sister right now. I told my Mom I think it is wrong. Not my place? someone had to say it.
By the way, I'm not in the wedding party either. Kind of hurt my feelings. I always thought she would make me a bride's maid or something. We only have each other. Don't really see her much since I joined the service so I guess I shouldn't feel hurt about it. Sorry, no one wants to hear family drama.
When I get tired, I get grumpy

I'm going to go watch Dexter. I just got Seasons 3&4. Lots of love.
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violentpatriot:
PS - you should totally become a SG!
cortex:
Thankyou for your kind words, its always nice to have some encouragement. Hope you are well and I hope the Cruise is awesome, ive never been on one...