Thursday Oct 14, 2010

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It's amazing that once a man gets what he wants from you, or that you express any type of 'feelings' for them...they leave you in the dust....disappear.... blah blah blah

This is why I have a hard time believing that there aren't any real men left!

It really makes me want to close myself off. Freeze my heart. Never care for anyone again...

I think the pain isn't worth the effort anymore...frown
xheartswornx:
Yeah, exactly. And the thing is I know guys like that who always end up with new girlfriends while I've been struggling to find a girlfriend for the past 4 years. The worst part is girls usually say I'm "too nice" so they'd never go out with me. That, or I find girls with no brains who have interest in me and after 2 minutes of attempted conversation I feel like I'm in grade school again and wish I never started a conversation at all.

I can say it's not good to freeze your heart or stop feeling. After 4 years there are days that I am super numb and I can tell you that sometimes I miss the pain because it reminds me that I actually feel something. Feeling nothing is scarily empty. While dealing with the pain sucks and shouldn't happen, it will always be better to feel than have nothing at all.
manifestyou:
A lot of dudes are duches, but then i've met women that are the same like my x.

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