lucky33

I've been sugar free for 10 days.
To me, this is like being sober for 10 days.

I've been fine and doing well.
Then I woke up this morning cranky.

I am having a bad sugar day.
I haven't eaten any, but it's all I can think about today.

I had a huge omlette from Sunnyside Up so I wouldn't be hungry.
I'm not hungry.
That's not it.

I am craving.
Badly.
Like an addict.

I don't want to be here today.
I am surrounded by sugar.
Snickerdoodles, banana bread, brownies and more.

It's driving me nuts.
Four hours to go.

I won't have anything.
I'd regret it instantly.
But it's a mental battle today that I coulddo without.
Hormone related no doubt.
Isn't everything though?
Ugh.