lucky17

I have finally completed one long term goal of mine as of yesterday. I have put a wrap on the culmination of four years of blood, sweat, and tears. All I had to do was pass one test. "One test?", you say. Over the last four years I have lost so much sleep dreading and thinking about this test it ridiculous. For the last two months I have been studying for this test, preparing, analyzing, scrutinizing. The test I took has a 75% failure rate, not to mention I had to fork out 200 bucks just to take the damn thing. So, not only did I want to prove to myself that I could pass this test first shot, I also wanted to prove the people out there who told me I wouldn't do it wrong, plus I really don't have 200 dollars to throw around on flunked tests. Well I'm sure you've realized by now that I did pass and the feeling of excitement was unbelievable. I had to run outside and scream at the top of my lungs, "Fuck Yeah!" I may have offended some people, but I didn't care at the moment. There are not many times in life when you get to achieve goals like this. The feeling for that instant makes all the hard work, all the bullshit worth it. It is funny to me how, looking back, the amount of work and effort that I put into this actually was what created this moment for me. Without pushing myself I would never have gotten to experience what it is like to achieve and know the fact that I am one smart motherfucker!