I think I should write something, but my mind is going blank for the moment. Looking forward to seeing the SG show in Riverside in a couple of weeks. It will be my first, cause I missed the one in S.D. Turning another year older the same weekend. Don't know exactly how I feel about it cause I'm currently surrounded by younger people than me. I sound fuckin ancient compared to them, but I feel better, stronger, more sure of myself. I think I'm happy even though my life is so chaotic right now. It's a strange and unforgiving world some times, I consider myself to be very fortunate in life to be where I'm at considering what I've been through. I think that is the difference between me and the earlier twentysomethings. I have faced their fears and accomplished their goals and then lost it all, but I'm still hear and doing good.
VIEW 10 of 10 COMMENTS
poisonapple:
hullo just bothering random people..i have no friends on here..somewhat new here...i'm an aspiring SG model so any love or friendship you can provide would be a great help! I just gotta say..where's the love people..just got tired of waiting..so figured I'd start poking around! thhanks for reading!!! 
poisonapple:
kinda hard to do with the limited resources at my disposal and the fact that I am literally a stay at home mom..plus i don't know places around here so I'm kinda at a loss, might be gone by feb ne way..i dunno that black eye i guess is just my pried...ouch either way! If you got ne ideas that'd be great! lol