lucky1336929

i am so tired today i'd have to buck up to be in a coma. today is day #1 without my crush at work. she started her new job today. im sad. i miss her. i miss looking at her face. i miss the way we used to fight with each other and then smile because we were both having fun. i miss her hair. i miss the way her hands would touch mine sometimes and i could feel her skin against my own. i miss the way we made each other laugh. i miss having her right next to me, even if we were silent. i miss the times when we would glance at each other and i would wonder what she was thinking. i miss her smile.
i dont even know why i feel this way. its ridiculous and unnecessary. i hate fucking emotions. if my emotions were a dude, i'd beat that dude like he stole my sammich. a really good sammich.