Can't sleep as usual. I'll do like I always do and play some COD4 and then fall asleep exhausted as soon as I finish this.
I had a weak moment last night and gave in to my pain. I evacuated some feeling that were burried really deep. It made me feel great but only for a short moment because, I do not like to be vulnerable. And some of the peolple that heard my thoughts are not who I would talk about such feelings. I do not trust them.
I made a decision that when I'll be ready to but my life on track that I would cut my hair and shave my beard. It seems stupid but it will be to commemorate the new begining in my life for a x times... Oh well!!
To my PS3 so I can finnaly get tired enough to sleep.
I had a weak moment last night and gave in to my pain. I evacuated some feeling that were burried really deep. It made me feel great but only for a short moment because, I do not like to be vulnerable. And some of the peolple that heard my thoughts are not who I would talk about such feelings. I do not trust them.
I made a decision that when I'll be ready to but my life on track that I would cut my hair and shave my beard. It seems stupid but it will be to commemorate the new begining in my life for a x times... Oh well!!
To my PS3 so I can finnaly get tired enough to sleep.