lucille

:::Sigh:::

Okay guys, one more week. If this kid doesn't come out by next sunday, I am taking my ass to the hospital and getting induced. It makes me sad, I have put all of this effort into doing it the natural way, so hopefully he will give in this week. It seems like everything that can will go wrong lately, murphy's law, when it rains it pours, etc. I feel like someone dropped a brick on my head. There is too much to stress about lately, and if I wasn't such a calm person, I would go around shooting everyone. But I have to think about it as it will pass, and it will. I'm really starting to miss my old, carefree self. I just want my baby now. I'm tired of waiting. Soon