lucifersmile

So I dream of you,
My perfect prescription.
And I still sing to you
Even though you never hear me.
I won't give up,
I'll tell you that I love
That we shared the same breath.
It's something you will
Never change.

My love to my friends. Hail all! xxx

I scare myself sometimes,
But I don't want to lose you.
So I'll tell you the truth
Even though I'm not supposed to.
My darling, you are my narcotic.

So, this is indeed a new day. The sun is bright, my heart is heavy. To say that she can destroy me would be stating the obvious. But my heart is true and my resolve indomitable. Only a little more than a week now my love.xxx

This song is from Gram Parsons:

-Song for you-
Oh, my land is like a wild goose,
Wanders all around everywhere.
Trembles and shakes till every tree is loose
It rolls the meadows and it rolls the nails.
-So, take me down to your dance floor
And I won't mind the people when they stare
Paint a different color on your front door
And tommorow,...
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If you look at me you can tell. It's all over now. And if you tell me you love me, I am yours for eternity. My love lies like 30 year old wallpaper, it cracks and peels, is worn and frayed. My fingers like anesthesia will put you to sleep and these visions of you, well let's just say, complete the picture. My dear paramour,...
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I am captivated. I cower at her feet. My heart is full, my head is swirling. I have never had to try to explain what I am feeling, how does she know? How do we finish each other's sentences? Wow, I am bound.xxx

"lately i seem to walk as though i had wings, bump into things like someone in love." my dear, you are amazing.

let me start by saying that I am, how do you say it? umm, I'm not sure. My heart is full, my dreams are hers. My last thought was of her. My first thought today was of her. Oh, sweet gentle one, you are here with me. I am in a state of... well I don't know. This doesn't happen to me. Ever. Oh girl,...
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You know those times where things are going so well that you know something is wrong? Things seem to be going too well right now. I guess that's life. Although it doesn't help my bi-polar disorder any.

I think I'm going to quit my job soon. I don't know when the last straw will happen, but I think it's soon. I've worked for the same...
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Happy Beaster eveyone. Ah the savior is back for one night only. Gather 'round while I tell you a tale of resurection, blood offerings, and the eating of flesh. All brought to you by a callous god that sacrificed his only son for...well, there has to one good reason. If I could only think of it. hmm.. any suggestions? I've been racking my brain trying...
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