That's so sad about the gecko! I would have done the same thing, but trust me, I've done worst. At 13 years of age, I accidentally killed my bird, my then, best and only friend. it used to sleep on a pillow next to me and decided to cuddle, I must have rolled over during the night...I woke up and found him dead
So maybe that'll make you feel better, what got me over it was the fact that that actually happens to people and their babies... THAT's gotta be pretty gut-wrenching. So don't worry, shit happens! Death is not a strange thing among people and animals.
That's so sad about the gecko! I would have done the same thing, but trust me, I've done worst. At 13 years of age, I accidentally killed my bird, my then, best and only friend. it used to sleep on a pillow next to me and decided to cuddle, I must have rolled over during the night...I woke up and found him dead
So maybe that'll make you feel better, what got me over it was the fact that that actually happens to people and their babies... THAT's gotta be pretty gut-wrenching. So don't worry, shit happens! Death is not a strange thing among people and animals.
Also, I adore you