first let me apologise for not responding to each of you as i normally would (lazy tonite) and thank you for all of the sweet comments and confidence boosts!
got back from San Francisco tonite. i was only there from 7pm last nite to 6pm tonite...alas
but i did get to hang out with some very cool people and also partake in some rather er...unspoken debauchery.
if you haven't yet met temper do yourselves a favour and see one of the most incredible women on the planet and p.s. SHE IS HOT AS SHIT TOO!
and thank you to zaksmith for your hospitality and stuff....
i also had the brief pleasure of meeting charlie soooo cute!
everyone was too scattered to meet up with
but thats not what i want to talk about no matter how fun filled and fabulous my trip was...
i want to talk about a person that i have not known for very long but is quickly changing my life by allowing me to regain my faith in the good of man.
its troubling to find someone as tortured and sad as myself based solely on the fact that they are so giving that they are repeatedly shat on.
i have changed my M.O. over the years to protect myself from such terror and its caused me to become a distrusting, angry and jaded person,
how do you get through to someone with a soul like that that its not their fault or their problem and that they don't needto fix everything?
you cant carry the weight of everyone you know on youer shoulders...
this person cannot be patron saint of LA.
so much honesty and beauty just bowing and wilting under the pressure that is only self-inflicted because they are too pure to realise that the only person worth fixing is themself?
i guess i am rambling, i am just pained to see them this way.
in the past few weeks i have made friends, tangible friends with people that had they not come into my life at the exact moment that they did...i may not still be here.
i dont keep friends...they scare me
so desdemonia, lizzi, dmuff, holcomb
this is for you
because without you
i have nothing
got back from San Francisco tonite. i was only there from 7pm last nite to 6pm tonite...alas
but i did get to hang out with some very cool people and also partake in some rather er...unspoken debauchery.
if you haven't yet met temper do yourselves a favour and see one of the most incredible women on the planet and p.s. SHE IS HOT AS SHIT TOO!
and thank you to zaksmith for your hospitality and stuff....
i also had the brief pleasure of meeting charlie soooo cute!
everyone was too scattered to meet up with
but thats not what i want to talk about no matter how fun filled and fabulous my trip was...
i want to talk about a person that i have not known for very long but is quickly changing my life by allowing me to regain my faith in the good of man.
its troubling to find someone as tortured and sad as myself based solely on the fact that they are so giving that they are repeatedly shat on.
i have changed my M.O. over the years to protect myself from such terror and its caused me to become a distrusting, angry and jaded person,
how do you get through to someone with a soul like that that its not their fault or their problem and that they don't needto fix everything?
you cant carry the weight of everyone you know on youer shoulders...
this person cannot be patron saint of LA.
so much honesty and beauty just bowing and wilting under the pressure that is only self-inflicted because they are too pure to realise that the only person worth fixing is themself?
i guess i am rambling, i am just pained to see them this way.
in the past few weeks i have made friends, tangible friends with people that had they not come into my life at the exact moment that they did...i may not still be here.
i dont keep friends...they scare me
so desdemonia, lizzi, dmuff, holcomb
this is for you
because without you
i have nothing
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Yea things are good, I had an awesome B-Day, I never use the word awesome,hmmmmm.
How have you been?