luci

been a while
been lazy
been a bit depressed....
i think that perhaps my surroundings are sucking all intelligent thoughts from my brain.
my vocabulary has greatly receded and my wit has dulled
i fear that i've become superficial and shallow and i'm just bored with it all
i need to read a really great book and i need trees and fresh air and a yard for my pups!
im so lethargic as of late that i don't update fot days, yet.... i dont recall spending my time doing anything productive.
i am also afraid of losing my job! not because i would be fired but for a much larger and more frighful reason
.....my good friend and co-worker also turned in her notice. she has one more week before she moves on to better things
i don't wish to anticipate the wrath of the other manager that i will be faced with tomorrow.
if i could cry...i just might