luci

so.... how do you know when it's time for a change?
i used to be less cautious and more spontaneous but then that stupid thing called age!!
the WEA job didnt go through, sadly i expected that... i have always had bad bad luck!
i moved to CA to go to cosmetology school with big dreams and hopes of becoming a high paid in demand make up artist and stylist (ha haha) that's the last time i listen to other people! it just gets to the point that you feel foolish!
i can't go to school here, its like a fulltime job! 8hrs a day and 40 hrs a week. i cant even afford to live now, how would i do it then?
the beau has offered me free rent while i go to school but i am afraid. we are all struggling! why would i choose to put more pressure/stress on him when he is in the same boat as me.
i dont think that MD relocation is the answer... but that is the problem. what the fuck is the answer?