Back. In black. by Lucerne

Hi!

I've had 3 memberships previously and for whatever silly reasons I've cancelled them or let them run out. But now I'm back! (Again). I persuaded one of my friends to join recently and that made me miss the site a lot. It just looks so pretty and I wanted somewhere to blog again. Can't beat it I guess.

The reason I decided to cancel my membership last time was largely due to my boyfriend not wanting me to apply to be a model. Like many of the girls on here, I'm a 'hopeful', but unlike you lovely lot I've never been able to actually submit my set. Though now it's been quite a few months since my shoot, I like my photos less and have lost so much confidence again. @lavezzaro was indeed charming and did make some beautiful photos of me, though. It was a real giggle, mostly due to @rosy's kitten and gangnam style. Anyway, we'll see if anything ever comes of them except personal use. I had a lovely day with @fische, too and I can't wait to see her again soon.

I finished a set of 5 night shifts yesterday morning and after a particularly heartbreaking shift, I returned to my car to find out it had been smashed up and my relatively new bike had been stolen from the boot. :(. It makes me really sad to know there's people in this world who would do such things to others, but we all know the unfortunate truth. I'm still exhausted and upset, for my time at work and my time there after.