fuck i hate my emotion i wish i never had them i know some people are reading this and saying what emotion cause im always an asshole well i do have emotions i just hide them under a way of vile shit i mean y would i want to exspose my self to getting hurt oh wait even behind the wall i still get hurt well i do kind of bring it on my self "falling inlove" with someone who probelly doesnt feel the same about me so that nice *puts gun to head* "noise will u do the honors" oh well im guess im going to go 
please dont think lke that... im afraid that your feeling the same as my friend i upset, but he was in ur position and me as the other person... things can seem bad, and seem down but always get better.. please believe me.. and no talk of guns an stuff! *hug*