lucenteen

i cut my self today just to feel alive to feel the rush i really need to calm down all this shit in my head i need a tat i need to feel the pain the needle intering my skin i need fucking something jesus what the fuck is wrong with me god what the hel amd i doing i have pushed geoff away and soon i will probelly do the same to amanda and all the rest of my friends. god the pics i could draw that are in my head jesus to be able to draw them oh yeah add new pic take a look if u want

....lost

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