ok so i got some really good drugs and im feeling alot better but i was out of work for 2 days and i have 2 days off so it kinda rock i guess 
so yeah i talked to amanda
she wants to be my friend i care about her alot really i do but i have a hard time with that ether i show it to much or im an ass and push people way so i dont have to deal with my feelings towards them it seems to work for me but not real well
on a happier note debbie called me today to see if i was ok wich made me feel good. she does not call anyone but me. i kinda like to date her or at least have sex with her but i dont think she would go for that but u never know
so yeah i talked to amanda
she wants to be my friend i care about her alot really i do but i have a hard time with that ether i show it to much or im an ass and push people way so i dont have to deal with my feelings towards them it seems to work for me but not real well
on a happier note debbie called me today to see if i was ok wich made me feel good. she does not call anyone but me. i kinda like to date her or at least have sex with her but i dont think she would go for that but u never know
hey, just have a good time with debbie if shit works out then rad, if not then ok at least it is still cool to hang out with her. as far as amanda goes, i think there is too much built up between you both to have success. but then again what do i know, i am just the man behind a keyboard.