well its official i have the worst luck with women i quit yall all suck i mean if theres a good one out there she must be avoiding me so like sarah this girl im kind courting now i guess she was the one the last journal entry was about well she broke up whit her b/f sitting that they need time apart wich means...
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octoberseven:
I know how you feel man. Been there.
lucenteen:
thanks noize your a true friend
so im setting in my truck with this amazing girl she is so beutiful her blond hair her brown eyes her full lips i can remeber almost every thing that night up till i slide her hair back behind her ears and kissed her then it all went hazzy it was beutiful in its self for when i was kissing her i truley felt happy...
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lucenteen:
its not that simple
cinder:
Interesting...I'm an Aries so of course I love fire. 
And I'm glad you like my adventures.
Ooooohhhh another wet dream of yours??? hahaha just playing.
And I'm glad you like my adventures.
Ooooohhhh another wet dream of yours??? hahaha just playing.
well i just got back form a bat-mitzvah um that was intresting to say the least.
uh the weekend is kinda starting out crappy but i hope it will pick up my buddy wayne at work invited me to a cook out week after next and he said if i wanted i could do fire poi and im like dude i will have had my...
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uh the weekend is kinda starting out crappy but i hope it will pick up my buddy wayne at work invited me to a cook out week after next and he said if i wanted i could do fire poi and im like dude i will have had my...
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lucenteen:
yeah and she said i was one of her best friends and she could not date me oh well
so shun cant hang out this friday and i have not talked to lissa so i dont know it might be geoff his g/f and me well this might be fun i dont know i really dont like going out with a friend and his g/f cause i feel odd cause they like start making out and u just sit or stand there and like...
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caz:
glad ya liked the joke:
ssshh so many unhappy emoticons....*hug*
ps Love the red hawk
ssshh so many unhappy emoticons....*hug*
ps Love the red hawk
kludog:
i love the two towers
i am soo stoked to see the next one too.
my s.o. told me the way it unfolds though
i am soo stoked to see the next one too.
my s.o. told me the way it unfolds though
well hello folks,
lets see i got off early yesterday so that was fun, debbie was pissed cause people kept pissing her off oh well that shit happens
I am thinking aout learing poi i guess that whats its called i have noticed that people on the site do it and it looked very intresting so i have decide to try it i mean i...
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lets see i got off early yesterday so that was fun, debbie was pissed cause people kept pissing her off oh well that shit happens
I am thinking aout learing poi i guess that whats its called i have noticed that people on the site do it and it looked very intresting so i have decide to try it i mean i...
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cinder:
*sniffle* My adventures put you to sleep? 
What's poi?
What's poi?
so i did not have much to post untill just now before i left for work i decide to shave my head thats right my hawk is gone im feeling pretty good to time for a change time to start over out with the old in with the new me and geoff are turning ar lives around we both are done with the amanda issue...
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cinder:
Naw, I haven't seen Peter in Playgirl dammit! But I swear everyone I know has....Send me a copy. lol
lolso i did not have much to post untill just now before i left for work i decide to shave my head thats right my hawk is gone im feeling pretty good to time for a change time to start over out with the old in with the new me and geoff are turning ar lives around we both are done with the amanda issue...
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hey guess what i single handly destoyed what love geoff and amanda had for each other and i have successfully pushed all my firends away so i am alone now
any ways how has yall weeks been let me know
edit
she is gone she wont talk to me yet i care
i protect her i fight for her till the end yet she wont...
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any ways how has yall weeks been let me know
edit
she is gone she wont talk to me yet i care
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hey noize im game for a road trip to see hel if u are
news news what the news well amanda broke up with geoff and well hes not takeing it will i dont really like the way he is dealing with it but well i cant help him i dont think he wants it. 
i spent 2 much money at the comic shop yesterday...
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news news what the news well amanda broke up with geoff and well hes not takeing it will i dont really like the way he is dealing with it but well i cant help him i dont think he wants it.
i spent 2 much money at the comic shop yesterday...
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lucenteen:
good cause im really lazzy and i just said it
well nothing much new has happend really geoff is trying to be a good friend and help me threw my problem and well noize thretend to beat my ass if i cut my self again so i stoped.
amanda started school the other day so i dont get to talk to her i go to work before she gets home and i get home by...
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and well noize thretend to beat my ass if i cut my self again so i stoped.
amanda started school the other day so i dont get to talk to her i go to work before she gets home and i get home by...
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i cut my self today just to feel alive to feel the rush i really need to calm down all this shit in my head i need a tat i need to feel the pain the needle intering my skin i need fucking something jesus what the fuck is wrong with me god what the hel amd i doing 
i have pushed geoff away and...
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i dont care any more i really dont im emotionaly dead hell for all intensive perpouse im a fucking zombie i thought hang with amanda and melissa (the girl i WAS pining over) and geoff would make feel better well it didnt i fuck hate my self and life im not on some piss pour pitty trip i just dont fucking care any more about...
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