So I think it's really over with Fay. I don't feel like going into details now. I think I'm going home this weekend. What do you guys think? I was going to go see Fay, but thats out. I'm a little embarrassed to go home. I was home last weekend and my families never seen me emotionally vulnerable like this. But the fact is, I am emotionally vulnerable right now and i do want to be around family and the place i call my real home. So if thats how i feel, i guess embarrassment is a bad reason to hide it. The only real concern I can think of is that, I'm not running from problems I have to face anyway, right? I'm just getting through the hardest part with my loved ones around me, I think. My friend back home just turned 21, I'll buy him a beer. What do you guys think, good move to go home?
krissy1:
Going home can help although letting your family see you like that sucks. Feel better 