So my roommates girlfriend is definitely naked in bed with him at this moment. I hope they dont want their privacy because it ain't happenin. If he wants me seeing her boobs, so be it. But it's got me thinkin, shes spending 3-4 nights a week here. Should she not be paying some amount of rent? Also, the 10 people the come over damn near...
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Ok, my somewhat cheerful update can come now
Things in the love department are doing better, i think. I really think were meant to be together and will find a way to make it until i graduate from college and we can move closer.
My first day off class went well. I have class from 9:45am-5:30pm but other than that, i only have one seminar...
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Things in the love department are doing better, i think. I really think were meant to be together and will find a way to make it until i graduate from college and we can move closer.
My first day off class went well. I have class from 9:45am-5:30pm but other than that, i only have one seminar...
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cranialstrain:
Stick with it dude, it will probably be worth it one day. Glad to hear things might be improving on the 'love' front, if it's meant to be you'll make it
lucky105:
I'm glad you and the lady are going to work on things.
Stick with the class! You already know you're going to do well, now you just have to tolerate it!
Stick with the class! You already know you're going to do well, now you just have to tolerate it!
Well as much as I would like to offer a cheerful update to my last post, things have spiralled out of control including: a death on my side of the family, a medical emergency on hers, big time Romeo & Juliet situations with regards to our love and not a damn thing we can do about it. Things seem hopeless and lost right now and...
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eyesofatragedy:
mind back on school? ive got to get my mind OFF of school, i hate it.. its boring monotony, that i cannot escape, the same old bullshit broken record. I need to find a goal, i need to find something to hold my interest for longer than 5 mins.. grrr
-C
-C
krissy1:
Nice talking to you today. Good luck getting started with school again
"I'd love to go back to the way we played as kids, but things change, and thats just the way it is..."
It hate depressing journal entries because then you just make other people wallow in your sorrow and have sympathy for you... but here goes. My girlfriend broke up with me last night. Two hours later she called me in tears when her parents...
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It hate depressing journal entries because then you just make other people wallow in your sorrow and have sympathy for you... but here goes. My girlfriend broke up with me last night. Two hours later she called me in tears when her parents...
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krissy1:
Oh shit I am so sorry. This sounds kind of like what happened to me. My boyfriend and I are both 19, and we've been going out pretty much since the day we met, a year and some months ago. We spent the summer apart since we live in different states and when he came back last semester, he was just really anxious about the new school year and how things would be different and more intense. He basically stressed himself into being uncertain about everything, including me. But he hoped it would go away so he never said anything. Then when he had winter break and finally had time to think again, he realized how horrible that was to me, so he dumped me. It broke my heart because not only was he my boyfriend, he was my best friend too and I didn't think I'd ever be able to see/talk to him again.
We are back together now because a few days later he wanted to talk to me because losing me had scared him into realizing how much he does love me. He wanted another chance so I am giving him that. It'd be really hard not to since I still love the boy. And as one of my friends put it, everyone deserves a 2nd chance if you still have feelings for them, and if he wants to work for it, why not let him?
But yeah, he had dumped me over the phone since we are in different states but I was planning on seeing him one more time when he got back to talk about it, because like you said, you can't just let go of someone you've had for that long without actually seeing them. I don't think that is a stupid move on your part at all.
I'll keep an eye out for you on AIM if you want to talk. Feel better
We are back together now because a few days later he wanted to talk to me because losing me had scared him into realizing how much he does love me. He wanted another chance so I am giving him that. It'd be really hard not to since I still love the boy. And as one of my friends put it, everyone deserves a 2nd chance if you still have feelings for them, and if he wants to work for it, why not let him?
But yeah, he had dumped me over the phone since we are in different states but I was planning on seeing him one more time when he got back to talk about it, because like you said, you can't just let go of someone you've had for that long without actually seeing them. I don't think that is a stupid move on your part at all.
I'll keep an eye out for you on AIM if you want to talk. Feel better
lucky105:
Aw, sweetie. 
I don't think you're stupid for going to see her. Things like this get worked out MUCH better when you speak in person. I hope things go OK...
I don't think you're stupid for going to see her. Things like this get worked out MUCH better when you speak in person. I hope things go OK...
Grrr, I started a journal entry then accidently clicked a hyperlink and lost it! Oh well. Here we go again. I have ecclipsed the double-digit comment mark for the first time in my journal. YAY. One of those comments was my own, but hey, the ends justifies the means. Thank you, thank you all for helping me reach this milestone.
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cerah:
BASTARD!!
You best watch what you say 'bout Canadians man... we may not be as nice as we lead you all to believe.
The pickle thing would be the other way around dumbass... who'd want to eat a rubbery pickle? Or any pickle for that matter... they're disgusting! Poor baby cucumbers that never got to live their lives. You horrible baby cucumber killers!!
You best watch what you say 'bout Canadians man... we may not be as nice as we lead you all to believe.
The pickle thing would be the other way around dumbass... who'd want to eat a rubbery pickle? Or any pickle for that matter... they're disgusting! Poor baby cucumbers that never got to live their lives. You horrible baby cucumber killers!!
krissy1:
If I'm doing anything this weekend, I'll try to take some pics.
Lil brain teaser to piss you all off: Rearrange the following letters into one word:
"New Door"
"New Door"
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thelibra:
I think it's Tortola in the USVI.
I found it on someone's theknot.com site bc they honeymooned there and it looked so beautiful that I had to jank their picture...and I'm a tropical palm tree beach lovin' nutjob. So yeah.
I found it on someone's theknot.com site bc they honeymooned there and it looked so beautiful that I had to jank their picture...and I'm a tropical palm tree beach lovin' nutjob. So yeah.
finch:
you look really familiar and i don't know why....anyway,
go lions. rawr.
go lions. rawr.
Jillopiantubes pointed out that it's time to update, so update I shall. Unfortunately, I really havent been doing anything noteworthy at all. Project house - which consist of mostly cleaning and a lil home improvement here and there - has been the number one priority the last couple of days. I installed a wireless LAN so we have DSL all over the house now, yay....
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jillopiantubes:
sitting around in boxers...mmm!
Haha. You sound like me with school loads. The classes sound so exciting when you read about them, then comes the acual work load. blah.
Haha. You sound like me with school loads. The classes sound so exciting when you read about them, then comes the acual work load. blah.
krissy1:
I have wireless in my house too. I love it. Instead of fighting for the computer in the office, I can be in bed on my laptop. It's wonderful. It's also cool when your neighbors have networks you can mooch off of.
Once again I am procrastinating from doing my work. Today I really have to do it though. This paper I'm working on is sending me to Italy in July so it's probably worth putting some time and effort into, huh? Currently the part I'm working on involves hours of typesetting long equations, so it's also fairly clear why I don't feel like working on it....
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lucky105:
Wish I had a digital camera...
lucky105:
As for bettering yourself as a person... Do a lot of reading. Something should come to you.
Happy New Years Eve, folks I finally have some pictures in the profile, and congratulations to Cerah for correctly identifying the bird species shown in one of the latter pictures. Although, your right, you kinda did have an edge because the only other person I've known whose known the difference between a duck and a loon was also a CanadIAN (sorry, i try to type...
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I finally have some pictures in the profile, and congratulations to Cerah for correctly identifying the bird species shown in one of the latter pictures. Although, your right, you kinda did have an edge because the only other person I've known whose known the difference between a duck and a loon was also a CanadIAN (sorry, i try to type... Read More
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jillopiantubes:
i think that video games are the proper way to spend a new years! To bad you didn't live near chicago. I would have invited you to a party AND given you proper directions! So what did you wind up doing last night?
krissy1:
I go to drexel, I'm a cs major, digm minor.
Bored again... I'm suddenly reminded of that one hit wonder song, "Sex and candy" i think? Something about too much caffeine? Yeah that's me. Being home from school for awhile serves two good purposes: (i) It gives me a much needed break from the stress, (ii) After being bored for three weeks, I actually want to be back in class again (I'm a dork, leave...
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eyesofatragedy:
sex and candy, by marcy playground.. that song SUCKS... hahah and all the rest of the songs on that CD suck too.. oh yeah, and seeing them live.. they SUCK!.. all in all.. i think that it sucks.. LOL
-C
-C
eyesofatragedy:
oh, and by the way,.. i love your pix
Wooohooo, I'm upto TWO friends now! 'Bout damn time. Maybe now I'll start writing slightly more substantial journal entries.
Today, however, is pretty boring so there not much to say. I tried to watch football but the game on so far was over before i even turned it on. Damn patriots, i dont care what theyre record is they still suck.
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Today, however, is pretty boring so there not much to say. I tried to watch football but the game on so far was over before i even turned it on. Damn patriots, i dont care what theyre record is they still suck.
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krissy1:
Maybe leave the owner a comment saying you'd like to know what's going on in your hometown and get together with some people when you're on breaks?
cranialstrain:
Blimey! You're now up to 4 friends, I've been here 2/3 weeks and I think I only have one I hear you about the chills, I think everyone on SG is sick at the moment - bummer, but that's Christmas for you! Look forward to seeing your digi pics and PS work
I hear you about the chills, I think everyone on SG is sick at the moment - bummer, but that's Christmas for you! Look forward to seeing your digi pics and PS work My first journal entry, which no one will read 
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finch:
i will read it...
state college, eh?
me too
state college, eh?
me too
lucky105:
Proved you wrong! 
Ooh, it's Saturday, so you should be in New York right now! Hope everything is going well!