But, I think I look hott if that makes it any better.
I've spent a lot of time at my parent's house. Its been fun. Rough, but okay. A little lonely. I forgot how much it sucked sometimes. Getting one's heart stomped on never feels great. I don't know what I would have done without my family there to support me, bring me 7-up, and buy me movies while I lay around and mope. I also don't know what I would have done with out my dog and cat. Its amazing how theraputic pets can be.
I've lost a lot of weight. I haven't been eating much. My stomach has been upset almost 24/7. Its pretty miserable. But its slowly getting better, more bearable at least.
I'm working on tatoo designs. I won't have the money for a while. But I think its time to invest in getting myself one. A reminder to my self of what I've been through, that I made it through, and I can keep going. Because these past few months have been hell. I am eternally thankful for the friends and family that I have, because I've come to realise that many others aren't as fortunate to have the same support that I do. I want it as a reminder that I am more independent, confident, and happier (or at least on my way to being so, its been a rough two weeks) than I've been in a long time.
Anyway, still working on set ideas. I have a few. But I need an appropriate camera. We'll see what Christmas brings. I think I'm going to use my apartment in a set. It has amazing brick walls that would make a cool background. Haha. I heart my apartment. 
Well. I think I'm off to watch a bunch of anime instead of studying for my finals, which are tomorrow. Tomorrow night I'm going to see The Holiday with Jack Black in it. Anyone else seen it? Just curious about what they thought. I think it might be good.
