I'm not happy right now. I'm quietly sitting here watching the days go by and looking forward to the day Andy gets back so I can go back to Ames and be done with this place. I never knew it was possible to feel so awkward in your own home.
I arrived home to drop my dog of so I could go to Ohio for Thanksgiving with his family. Yeah, turns out everybody had made plans behind my back to lie to me and force me to stay here at my parent's house the whole time. You can probably imagine the screaming that went on when I found out. I was fucking pissed and hurt that they would do that to me. I already told them I was going to the doctor to get my prescription back and then I would be done with it.
Nope, Andy had to go and call my parents up without telling me. Now they want me to go to counseling. Wow, way to make me feel even worse. I imagine if I do go I will do a whole lot of sitting there and being bitter and annoyed and not really giving anything away.
Now, I understand that Andy thought he was helping and I appreciate the thought, but I think this all has just made me feel even worse. Very angry and way too young.
So I'm stuck in my hometown for a week and a half with no car, no money, and no friends. My family is gone all day, work and school, and I'm stuck here alone, save for Phooka and Cricket. I don't see how this is helping me at all.
In other news, I cannot wait until RE: Exctintion comes out. Sept. 2007 is way too far off. *whines*
I arrived home to drop my dog of so I could go to Ohio for Thanksgiving with his family. Yeah, turns out everybody had made plans behind my back to lie to me and force me to stay here at my parent's house the whole time. You can probably imagine the screaming that went on when I found out. I was fucking pissed and hurt that they would do that to me. I already told them I was going to the doctor to get my prescription back and then I would be done with it.
Nope, Andy had to go and call my parents up without telling me. Now they want me to go to counseling. Wow, way to make me feel even worse. I imagine if I do go I will do a whole lot of sitting there and being bitter and annoyed and not really giving anything away.
Now, I understand that Andy thought he was helping and I appreciate the thought, but I think this all has just made me feel even worse. Very angry and way too young.
So I'm stuck in my hometown for a week and a half with no car, no money, and no friends. My family is gone all day, work and school, and I'm stuck here alone, save for Phooka and Cricket. I don't see how this is helping me at all.
In other news, I cannot wait until RE: Exctintion comes out. Sept. 2007 is way too far off. *whines*