This is my resolution
I'm going to be POSATIVE from now on (try to be anyway) and i'm going to stop being a little girl and start acting like the woman i am, and i'm going to be strong and be happy with who i am... and i'm going to stop myself from being shy coz i'm fun, and pretty, and what i say matters...
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I'm going to be POSATIVE from now on (try to be anyway) and i'm going to stop being a little girl and start acting like the woman i am, and i'm going to be strong and be happy with who i am... and i'm going to stop myself from being shy coz i'm fun, and pretty, and what i say matters...
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hc3305:
im hearing u lozz. i'm feeling exactally the same way with a girl at the moment. i try so fucking hard to be there for her and she doesnt give a fuck. sorry ive been crying alot to. i hate being fucking emo
tahliana:
aww sweetie, i wish i was there to cheer you up some! my advice to you, is use your energy into trying feel better about yourself, hes not giving you anything good. as soon as you start feeling good again without the boy, sometime good might happen. focus on yourself being happy.
boxfrog:
Nice too meet up with again at the weekend. 
it's been a long week. I'm getting better at calming myself down when i get really fucking frustrated with graham. He drives me up the wall... i'm so sick of him thinking that he's the only person that affected by his actions... ummm how about me?? I gave him a letter about 3 weeks ago, told him exactly how i felt, and what i had...
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juxlii:
Red dye?
Yeah! I could see that working out nicely.
Take care of you.
*hug*
Yeah! I could see that working out nicely.
Take care of you.
*hug*
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nerdboy2345:
if i were a girl, i would enjoy putting my money in one of those. i like the blue/yellow/brown one the best
spacey:
hey beautiful lady!!! miss you and your pink cupcakes!! im currently doing 13 days work straight. could be longer. havent got next weeks roster yet!! arghhh!!! im working sat night, but if i finish when you guys are still out, ill head over and give ya a big hug. ill text you sat night anyway.
4 MONTHS SOBER!!!!!! (though i did have a couple drinks with one of the guys at work on monday. the beer call was to strong!! but i didn't get drunk. 2 and that was it)
love you always and a day....
xo
4 MONTHS SOBER!!!!!! (though i did have a couple drinks with one of the guys at work on monday. the beer call was to strong!! but i didn't get drunk. 2 and that was it)
love you always and a day....
xo
hmmm feeling a little bit better now... was not in a good place on the weekend.
amstar:
ah that's good babe hope everything keeps picking up for you.
if you ever need to talk... drop me an email, or i can send you my moby #.
hope everything keeps picking up for you.
if you ever need to talk... drop me an email, or i can send you my moby #.
illbillzillbub:
phew
Weekend was shit. I was just walking around feeling lost. I am so tired of putting up with his shit... i'm so tired of waiting for my phone to ring, for him to call me back, or make some kinda of acknolodgment that i'm here. But no, i'm just a fool sitting by the phone that's never going to ring. I wrote a letter to...
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tapwater:
hey
I was having the same kind of thing a week or two ago, and feeling totally shit about it.
What changed it was realising that I fucking rule, or at least that thinking that I fucking rule was probably at least as much fun and no less realistic than thinking that I needed some girl's attention to feel good about myself.
So I started using it like a mantra, walking around: "I fucking rule!". Or breathing in, thinking "I fucking", breathing out, thinking "rule!"
And the whole thing is also funny, so it made me laugh.
What is also fun is deciding you're 40 feet tall, and the combination is even more fun: "I am 40 fucking feet tall! I fucking rule!" Makes walking around through the day like being a superhero.
Anyways, hope you're feeling better soon.. (sends hug)
I was having the same kind of thing a week or two ago, and feeling totally shit about it.
What changed it was realising that I fucking rule, or at least that thinking that I fucking rule was probably at least as much fun and no less realistic than thinking that I needed some girl's attention to feel good about myself.
So I started using it like a mantra, walking around: "I fucking rule!". Or breathing in, thinking "I fucking", breathing out, thinking "rule!"
And the whole thing is also funny, so it made me laugh.
What is also fun is deciding you're 40 feet tall, and the combination is even more fun: "I am 40 fucking feet tall! I fucking rule!" Makes walking around through the day like being a superhero.
Anyways, hope you're feeling better soon.. (sends hug)
illbillzillbub:
GIANT LOZZY!! GIANT LOZZY!!
yeah man, kick it in the junk.
yeah man, kick it in the junk.
Geeze, i'm so bored! seriously everything is boring me.. and to top it off i'm not feeling the best either.. had a headache for the past week that just doesn't stop.. been feeling really sleepy... don't think i've been having enough Milo (or iron, whatever 
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blah blah blah... it's friday afternoon, and he's not even gonna talk to me is he? grrrr he sucks!...
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blah blah blah... it's friday afternoon, and he's not even gonna talk to me is he? grrrr he sucks!...
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dempsey:
Mmmm... Milo. I miss Milo.
amstar:
yep he sucks!
want me to beat him up for you??
want me to beat him up for you??
Guess i better update or something... but i've kinda been lil miss boring lately.. trying to catch up on my homework. BORING!
ok, update over... i told ya i was boring!
ok, update over... i told ya i was boring!
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nerdboy2345:
oh totally. i was thinking of updating today, but i, too, am boring. you can call me mr. boring. i slept for 11 hours after work yesterday. i guess ill update anyways
azlea:
I don't think I'll have time this trip, I'm only there for 3 nights, and they're pretty busy already. But I'll definately be back in Melbourne again, because I want to spend a little time checking stuff out and all that. I'll be back! 
OMG... i just found the BESTEST thing ever... this would be my dream! To do one of the fashion courses at Istituto Europeo di Deisgn in english!!! I saw it on the STA travel site... i think i might head down there now and see what kind of info they have on it... but studying what i want to study whilst being in milan!! OMFG!...
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chewy6sic638201:
looks very awesome
nerdboy2345:
you had a yummy pizza? hmm, somehow i doubt that. pizza outside of chicago is poopy, i cant only imagine what pizza in austalia is like. 
maybe ill try an autralian pizza one day, i need somewhere cool to visit
maybe ill try an autralian pizza one day, i need somewhere cool to visithmm, guess i should update or something. Nothing much has been going on lately... got an assignment and a test next week, so i've just been doing homework (or maybe at least trying to )
I think i've decided... my label is going to be "my pet turtle" i think it's cute.. and a lil more catchy than just turtle.. but thanks guys for the...
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I think i've decided... my label is going to be "my pet turtle"
i think it's cute.. and a lil more catchy than just turtle.. but thanks guys for the... Read More
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dempsey:
i'm taking a "computers and society" social science class and an online geography course. Just crap to fill in some holes in my general requirements.
sixtyfootqueenie:
thats the cutest name! I'm seriously starting to make plans to start a t-shirt/button company...