hmmm feeling a little bit better now... was not in a good place on the weekend.
Weekend was shit. I was just walking around feeling lost. I am so tired of putting up with his shit... i'm so tired of waiting for my phone to ring, for him to call me back, or make some kinda of acknolodgment that i'm here. But no, i'm just a fool sitting by the phone that's never going to ring. I wrote a letter to...
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tapwater:
hey
I was having the same kind of thing a week or two ago, and feeling totally shit about it.
What changed it was realising that I fucking rule, or at least that thinking that I fucking rule was probably at least as much fun and no less realistic than thinking that I needed some girl's attention to feel good about myself.
So I started using it like a mantra, walking around: "I fucking rule!". Or breathing in, thinking "I fucking", breathing out, thinking "rule!"
And the whole thing is also funny, so it made me laugh.
What is also fun is deciding you're 40 feet tall, and the combination is even more fun: "I am 40 fucking feet tall! I fucking rule!" Makes walking around through the day like being a superhero.
Anyways, hope you're feeling better soon.. (sends hug)
I was having the same kind of thing a week or two ago, and feeling totally shit about it.
What changed it was realising that I fucking rule, or at least that thinking that I fucking rule was probably at least as much fun and no less realistic than thinking that I needed some girl's attention to feel good about myself.
So I started using it like a mantra, walking around: "I fucking rule!". Or breathing in, thinking "I fucking", breathing out, thinking "rule!"
And the whole thing is also funny, so it made me laugh.
What is also fun is deciding you're 40 feet tall, and the combination is even more fun: "I am 40 fucking feet tall! I fucking rule!" Makes walking around through the day like being a superhero.
Anyways, hope you're feeling better soon.. (sends hug)
illbillzillbub:
GIANT LOZZY!! GIANT LOZZY!!
yeah man, kick it in the junk.
yeah man, kick it in the junk.
Geeze, i'm so bored! seriously everything is boring me.. and to top it off i'm not feeling the best either.. had a headache for the past week that just doesn't stop.. been feeling really sleepy... don't think i've been having enough Milo (or iron, whatever 
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blah blah blah... it's friday afternoon, and he's not even gonna talk to me is he? grrrr he sucks!...
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blah blah blah... it's friday afternoon, and he's not even gonna talk to me is he? grrrr he sucks!...
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dempsey:
Mmmm... Milo. I miss Milo.
amstar:
yep he sucks!
want me to beat him up for you??
want me to beat him up for you??
Guess i better update or something... but i've kinda been lil miss boring lately.. trying to catch up on my homework. BORING!
ok, update over... i told ya i was boring!
ok, update over... i told ya i was boring!
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nerdboy2345:
oh totally. i was thinking of updating today, but i, too, am boring. you can call me mr. boring. i slept for 11 hours after work yesterday. i guess ill update anyways
azlea:
I don't think I'll have time this trip, I'm only there for 3 nights, and they're pretty busy already. But I'll definately be back in Melbourne again, because I want to spend a little time checking stuff out and all that. I'll be back! 
OMG... i just found the BESTEST thing ever... this would be my dream! To do one of the fashion courses at Istituto Europeo di Deisgn in english!!! I saw it on the STA travel site... i think i might head down there now and see what kind of info they have on it... but studying what i want to study whilst being in milan!! OMFG!...
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chewy6sic638201:
looks very awesome 
nerdboy2345:
you had a yummy pizza? hmm, somehow i doubt that. pizza outside of chicago is poopy, i cant only imagine what pizza in austalia is like. 
maybe ill try an autralian pizza one day, i need somewhere cool to visit
maybe ill try an autralian pizza one day, i need somewhere cool to visithmm, guess i should update or something. Nothing much has been going on lately... got an assignment and a test next week, so i've just been doing homework (or maybe at least trying to )
I think i've decided... my label is going to be "my pet turtle" i think it's cute.. and a lil more catchy than just turtle.. but thanks guys for the...
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I think i've decided... my label is going to be "my pet turtle"
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dempsey:
i'm taking a "computers and society" social science class and an online geography course. Just crap to fill in some holes in my general requirements.
sixtyfootqueenie:
thats the cutest name! I'm seriously starting to make plans to start a t-shirt/button company...
Thanks for everyones comments on my purse Miss larina will soon recieve her cutey one in the mail... my first paying customer... thanks girly
I went to the RMIT open day on Sunday, to check out the Fashion/Textiles area... and OMG... why the fuck did i ever choose to do accounting??? i have NO IDEA!! i'm kinda pissed off at myself.. i was just too...
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Miss larina will soon recieve her cutey one in the mail... my first paying customer... thanks girly
I went to the RMIT open day on Sunday, to check out the Fashion/Textiles area... and OMG... why the fuck did i ever choose to do accounting??? i have NO IDEA!! i'm kinda pissed off at myself.. i was just too...
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illbillzillbub:
i think thats a very good plan Loz.
"TURTLE"
"TURTLE"
suffocating_lux:
Yay come to rmit with me!!! its not bad to finish uni at 25 thats cool these days hehe..
what r there sg meets u talk about????
what r there sg meets u talk about????
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illbillzillbub:
seriously Lozz....you could sell those easy,there's your new "job"....go for it!!!
burstandbloom:
i totally need a new wallet
and a robot wallet could be sweet
whats the charge
excellent band list by the way
and a robot wallet could be sweet
whats the charge
excellent band list by the way
Didn't get the stupid job... and they didn't even bother to let me know.. i had to go into the store and ask... well safe to say i felt like shit walking out of there... i've got $100 in my bank to last me indefinietly... i don't know how i'm going to survive... or pay the next bill... and i'm freaking out. Why doesn't anybody...
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jibaili:
chin up Loz, sometimes these things take time.. hey why dont you keep making the bags, sell some, etc.. i'm sure there'd be plenty of takers cause they're cool as shit.. and hey, dont worry about a bf, guys suck anyway...
tahliana:
Oh that really sucks 
But hey, just remember things happen for a reason, so obviously something wasnt right there for you. Sucks in the meantime tho...
You're gorgeous and your sweet, some guy will be lucky to have u one day!!!
Its ok about your trip btw, i had no money anyway, so next time u come a bit longer we will def catch up! Btw im coming to melb for 1 night for muse... try get a ticket hehe
But hey, just remember things happen for a reason, so obviously something wasnt right there for you. Sucks in the meantime tho...
You're gorgeous and your sweet, some guy will be lucky to have u one day!!!
Its ok about your trip btw, i had no money anyway, so next time u come a bit longer we will def catch up! Btw im coming to melb for 1 night for muse... try get a ticket
heheI went to the Craft and Quilt fair today. I'm so glad that i went, i was like a kid in a candy store... except the candy was fabrics and buttons and stencils and omg everything!!! I ended up spending about $150, which is bad considering i kinda have no incoming money at the moment... but i couldn't stop myself. I got SO much cool...
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amstar:
Good luck with Lincraft, sounds perfect for you!
How was Sydney?? I saw Lion King in London and loved it, I wish i could see it here too...
How was Sydney?? I saw Lion King in London and loved it, I wish i could see it here too...
derek:
hope ya get the job lozza!
hope syders treats you well
hope syders treats you well
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tahliana:
thanks for your bday message u're coming soon, right?????
u're coming soon, right?????thanks to everyone that commented on my bag, my friend jo loved it! I swear the next one i make will be for myself, especially coz i found some ultra CUTE polka dot fabric (in job warehouse no doubt, finally got the guts to go in there again and face that areshole of a man)
Well i'm back at uni again, damn it costs so...
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celtic_cyclops:
Hey I liked Tax and Company Law. These are some of the finer things in life. To be tired of Phillips v FCT is to be tired of life. Or maybe it just means you have a life and I need to get one.
Glad to see things are levelling out personally. And I liked the end of Angel too. I thought "Not fade away" had a better message at the end than just standing at the edge of a crater and smiling inanely.
Glad to see things are levelling out personally. And I liked the end of Angel too. I thought "Not fade away" had a better message at the end than just standing at the edge of a crater and smiling inanely.
jibaili:
we should organise a sydney hookup for the weekend you're up? let me know the dates if you wanna organise something if you're keen..
if you ever need to talk... drop me an email, or i can send you my moby #.