lozzjd

Sundays are lovely. Music, mid day drinks, art, writing. I need to stop working full time! its fucking killing me! I want sundays to be every day. I hate being an adult - if this is what being an adult is all about. i want to be learning and experiencing and really living! one day man! i will be what i want to be!

Saturday! the boy is off interstate for a gig and i get to see my 2 fave nephews then spend the day making art and the night exploring the city alone and writing. what more could a girl want!

Sunday afternoon. bike ride, red wine, chai, cider, writing, sun, emotional, crazy, crying, singing, cheese, pasta, walk, breathe, love, doubt.

rather shit day today. not working which is a plus but not for a good reason. arghh i wish the next 2 days could go by without me being aware of them.

by its very nature every embodied spirit is doomed to suffer and enjoy in solitude - Aldous Huxley, The doors of perception.
just getting into this and its already blowing my mind.

so today i was meant to work - i stayed 1 1/2 hours and came home. i have been spending the day in the bean bag out the front of my house in the sun reading up about Aldous Huxley and jamming with the boy, SO glad i left work!

so its a sunny day and i am off to a BBQ soon but for some reason all i wanna do is sit in my bean bag outside and write and paint. i feel the need to be a homebody today and am seriously thinking of skipping the BBQ to spend some time with myself. My guilt will probably lead me to the BBQ, i...
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Well me and computers are not always friends. right now i cant even work out how to edit my interests in my profile. Man that makes me look like a tool.
I live in Australia. I live in a small unit with my boyfriend and i am currently attempting a veg garden.
I stumbled upon the suicide girls a few years ago and was quite...
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