loxie

Arghhh this is crazy As iff my account has been reactivated
Why thankyou kind reactivator

Just been looking through everything I've written before, and about how obsessed and messed up after that guy I fell head over heels for, completely fucked me over.

The thing is, I'm so over that.

We will probably never speak again, and the girl he left me for, well...apparantly he's cheated on her numerous times aswell. But he has this 'thing' which girls can't seem to get enough of, and therefore she will never leave him, and will be chasing her own tail until he finally says GAME OVER.
I feel bad that she's in the same positon that I was in, but happy that there is this living example of how pathetic I could still be if I hadn't escaped.

I have a new image haha.
Shorter Hair, toned down the make-up, have a more vintage dress-sense which I feel is far more ME, and am completely in Love with the most amazing boy I have ever met in my life.



I've started uni doing Film & Media.
I work for Vice Magazine.
Still a bargirl.
Still smoking.
I live with boy & a bestfriend.
And I'm going to be in Front magazine soon apparantly

I'm a milion miles away from the unhappy girly I left behind