loxie

We met up.
I had a hot chocolate with whipped cream and marshmallows...hmmmmm...

And then i ended things

There were lots and lots of tears.

But then...i went home, had a bath, and something hit me.

I actually could not bear having him in my life, and him not being my boyfriend.
I'd miss everything.
And i'd feel empty and lost.

But at the same time, things had become too samey and routine and i'd felt bored, and sometimes trapped.

So we're restarting it again.
On saturday night we're going on our first date
And maybe i'll get my first kiss

And i'm going to make my bedroom all pretty and tidy for him, like when you get all paranoid that a new guy's coming over so you have a mad tidy-up sesh, just because you don't want him to think you're a mess ;p

I want to make this work.
I don't want these past 10 months we've been together to end.
And besides...who else would munch through huge tubs of ben and jerrys and watch 'most haunted' with me???

Here's to good times!


Oh and i've got my first set to organise and set-up. It will be my first real attempt. Excitedddd


This lovely lady is tattooing my foot next week