lowroller

I can understand being disappointed in people, but I think I'm a Pollyanna-caliber optimist, so I always at least want to believe that they are better than what they put forward. I want them to be better than my lowest opinion of them, and usually they are. I get frustrated, but I try to limit my time with people if they're too negative. I even boot people on SG from my friends list if their journals are always whiny (actual depression is different from incessant bitching). I hope you feel more good things soon because I hate for anyone to be at a place where they think about suicide. I've lost too many people to the illness of depression, and I hope you will fight against it, even if it means meds. Or even if it means you need to spend your time pissing off the people who piss you off....

I'm here if you want me.

Hey mate..yeah what plans lol,i went & saw the porkers last night at the annandale..was ok but i got bored nr the end & came home..besides that nuffin to report ..hope to see ya at the pissup on the 6th