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Sunday Jun 17, 2007

Jun 17, 2007
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better to have loved.. and lost..

so i haven't expressed myself through writing in a while.. im not sure exactly what to say right now but felt i needed to say something..
so.. better to have loved.. and lost.. than to never have loved at all... im kind of getting sick of this quote really.... it's not better to have loved and lost.. over and over again.. then to wake up and realize that you may have never even loved at all to begin with.. im 31 and can honestly tell you that i have no idea what love means.. i dont' know if it's feeling something for a friend, feeling like i want to get laid or feeling something.. i just don't know.. people tell me that "when you know, you just know".... and i have to disagree w/ that.. you just don't know anything.. life is a series of mistakes and learning from/and/or ignoring them right?!... im not sure if i've figured "life" out just yet.. actually im postive that i haven't.. im far from it.. i think the fact that i can admit that makes me stronger than most though.. because im willing to learn from my mistakes.. take my bullheaded fuck-ups and turn them into something worth while..learn from my patterns and move on.. hey.. maybe it's just me and maybe im just bleeding on the internet right now.. but i think there's merit in at least trying to learn from your own mistakes..

anyway.. fuck it..
there's no natural male enhancement... w/out being happy w/ who you are
there's no wonder drug that works wonders.. w/out being happy w/ what you've got
there's no answer.. only questions and learning from reactions
there's no absolutes.. period..
have fun kids..
-a EL SUICIDO LOCO

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