low_ball

sooooo... i've been absent.. i apologize.. my blogs were keeping me sane.. or making me insane there for a while but things are so fucking busy right now it's unreal... don't get me wrong it's a good thing.. and it's good for my self confidence taking on so much and being able to tackle it one thing at a time...
my day job has had me working at least 10hrs a day 7 days a week for the past two weeks.. this is actually my first day off in like 15 days.. but.. this is what i wanted and needed to correct past mistakes w/ money.. so it's all good.. then to top it off.. the owner of a tattoo shop that i did the apprenticeship w/ or at least started to do one w/ called me up and asked me to come in and do a few tattoos because she was short an artist.. sooo.. being scared and not so sure of myself about it.. but really wanted to test myself... said yes.. and started at her shop on friday.. she threw me right to the wolves.. a huge tribal piece.. it took for fucking ever!!! so friday i worked my day job from 8am to 7pm.. then worked at the shop from 9p to about 440am.. w/ no drugs or alcohol to keep me going.. and i actually took it on and did it.. everyone was making me nervous and people kept coming in the room and watching and freaking out but all in all when it was done.. the dude i was givin it to loved it.. and i thought it looked great too.. but my fucking phone was completely dead.. so i didnt get a picture of it.. which pissed me off.. but oh well.. im sure i'll see him again..
then last night i did my very first script piece ever... and i did get a pic of that.. lemme know what you guys think and be nice please!!! my ego is fragile right now because im constantly trying to prove myself at that shop because i dont have the xperience that the others have... soo.. having said that.. here's the piece..

null

please be nice ppl!!!
-a