writers block...
im feeling especially sensitive today for some reason.. i usually watch a movie w/ kevin spacey in it when i get like this.. i can't explain it.. it's not really depression and it's not really a negative feeling.. it's more of a realization of sorts.. i just realized, from being away for the past two weeks, i really missed being home.. but now that im back.. im realizing that i didn't really miss it at all.. i dont miss the shell that im calling home right now.. i dont miss houston.. im not even sure if i miss much of anything anymore.. i guess i've been driven so much in the past year that i've forgot about some things and got sidetracked w/ others.. oh well.. at least my job has got better.. hopefully i can immerse myself in work for the next year or so till this cloud lifts..
im feeling especially sensitive today for some reason.. i usually watch a movie w/ kevin spacey in it when i get like this.. i can't explain it.. it's not really depression and it's not really a negative feeling.. it's more of a realization of sorts.. i just realized, from being away for the past two weeks, i really missed being home.. but now that im back.. im realizing that i didn't really miss it at all.. i dont miss the shell that im calling home right now.. i dont miss houston.. im not even sure if i miss much of anything anymore.. i guess i've been driven so much in the past year that i've forgot about some things and got sidetracked w/ others.. oh well.. at least my job has got better.. hopefully i can immerse myself in work for the next year or so till this cloud lifts..
earthgodd3ss:
Move to the west....it's much more your vibe 