withdraw...
so things are looking better i guess.. im so tired tho, sometimes i dont even want to write anymore.. and that's weird.. usually i just write and think about the consequences later.. i went on a date on thursday.. i cant say it went well.. i guess it did for a while but it was damned from the beginning i think.. she was young and i was out of my element.. which basically meant i realized my own mortality and how old i really am
getting these days..
the greys are starting to show their colors on my head.. lately the salt and pepper has been showing up more and more.. good news is my good hair that i've got left is getting darker but the rest of it is turning grey.. it's funny though because i dont feel that old.. i feel like me really.. just me..
i made it past my first week of pole climbing school, for my new job.. when i tell people that i went from a desk job in IT to working in manholes and climbing telephone poles they kinda give me a strange look.. but that's ok.. the new job suits me better and i actually enjoy working for a living instead of straining my eyes and wasting brain power.. jobs are meant for menial labor.. and im glad that i have a job now where i wont have to use my brain and will be able to just do a job and get it over with.. saving my brain power for my creative life outside of work..
i tried out for a new band tonight.. it's showed some promise, so we'll see what happens.. it's a little rough but i think all in all it might be something worth while.. i think they were ok w/ what i brought to the table but we'll see.. i've got blisters on 3 of my fingers because i haven't played bass like that in years.. so i'll be happy when i get my fingers built back up..
until next time..
so things are looking better i guess.. im so tired tho, sometimes i dont even want to write anymore.. and that's weird.. usually i just write and think about the consequences later.. i went on a date on thursday.. i cant say it went well.. i guess it did for a while but it was damned from the beginning i think.. she was young and i was out of my element.. which basically meant i realized my own mortality and how old i really am
getting these days..
the greys are starting to show their colors on my head.. lately the salt and pepper has been showing up more and more.. good news is my good hair that i've got left is getting darker but the rest of it is turning grey.. it's funny though because i dont feel that old.. i feel like me really.. just me..
i made it past my first week of pole climbing school, for my new job.. when i tell people that i went from a desk job in IT to working in manholes and climbing telephone poles they kinda give me a strange look.. but that's ok.. the new job suits me better and i actually enjoy working for a living instead of straining my eyes and wasting brain power.. jobs are meant for menial labor.. and im glad that i have a job now where i wont have to use my brain and will be able to just do a job and get it over with.. saving my brain power for my creative life outside of work..
i tried out for a new band tonight.. it's showed some promise, so we'll see what happens.. it's a little rough but i think all in all it might be something worth while.. i think they were ok w/ what i brought to the table but we'll see.. i've got blisters on 3 of my fingers because i haven't played bass like that in years.. so i'll be happy when i get my fingers built back up..
until next time..