low_ball

fuck..

im fucking speechless but whatever happens next is gonna be just that.. next....but it couldn't possibly stress me out anymore than i've already been the past two weeks.. im back online and ready to write...

i couldn't possibly begin to even explain what the fuck has been happening in the past few weeks.. one of these days i'll write about it but not right now.. i dont think everything has even caught up to me just yet either.. lets just say that i almost threw up at work on friday when i found out that the guys in my band want to kick me out.. just for not being as manipulative as the other guitar player is.. this is fucked but this band is the only reason im still in texas so, if the band fails.. then fucking cya texas.. and it wont be soon enough..